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Opioids Need HELP - NOT WDING WHY??

No offence but be happy. When I was withdrawing I was suicidal I was cutting my wrist n thinking WTF am I doing? Then I starting taking lots of citralopram cause my family had took the codeine n wrote a suicide note. It did not work. That is part of withdrawing. So not trying to be mean but stop complaining about it n instead of using this as an excuse for continued use, think of it as a 'get out of jail card. Because forget the physical withdrawal, the psychological withdrawal takes you to a whole other level, somewhere you seriously do not want to be!!!!
 
podman said:
Hello fellow druggies :). I am a long time user of Blue Light, but a first time poster...I need help, I need an answer please. Here is the full story;

Ok, I have been using opiates for about three years. Most of it has been about every other day. Recently though it has been everyday, almost for about a solid 8 months. Now from what I read, opiate withdrawal is horrible, and I have always been afraid of it, but the problem is...I don't seem to get any and I am really shocked and curious to know why?

The only opiates I have ever used are Codeine and these Pods I grind up and make into a tea. I get pure codeine tablets easily and always combine them with my pod tea. When I first started using opiates, I never expected withdrawal because I did not use daily, but this past year I have really been using hard. Especially this past 8 months, even really last 6 months, I have been using 300mg of codeine with about 25-40 pods each and every single day, sometimes twice a day. Very frequent and long term...the past month I have decided to quit.

So I have attempted to quit, and the first night I tried I took serequel to sleep, expecting that when I wake up I am going to be in full blown withdrawal. So I wake up, and almost NOTHING?? I was very surprised, I thought maybe it had something to do with serequel stopping it or something, so as you do I got happy and decided to relapse. I went again full blown for about two weeks, and this time on my first day clean I took nothing at night. I woke up today, and again hardly no withdrawal...all I have had is a little bit of temperature discomfort, that is it. I do not get it.

Can anyone please tell me why I am not withdrawing? Please? I am starting to think that the pods have little morphine in them? And I am not taking a high dose as I think I am? The only other opiate I have ever used is codeine, so I do not know what a true high dose of say oxycontin or heroin feels like...so do you guys reckon that I am not taking much morphine or opiates at all from the pods, and I just think I am? The high feels strong and I like it, but I do not nod out hard or anything..it is just a nice feeling. Now I am starting to wonder what a high dose of oxy would feel like, since I am happy with this pod dose...help please, what do you guys think?
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You many not have the enzyme that converts codeine to morphine. You may have never gotten high.
 
if i am reading correctly, you dont dose for 24 hours and feel no withdrawals?

24 hours is not always long enough to feel WD, especially with pods. try going 3-4 days and not feel WD, if that happens then somethings wrong with you
 
It could be anything from getting low-alkaloid pods, non-papaver somniferum pods, pods modified to produce thebaine, to your extraction process, etc etc....

Who knows? I'd stop while you're ahead, tho! I've heard pod withdrawals are amongst the most hellish of all opioid withdrawals, and I can guarantee you that when you get hit with real withdrawals, you will damn well know it! :|
 
RedRum OG said:
if i am reading correctly, you dont dose for 24 hours and feel no withdrawals?

24 hours is not always long enough to feel WD, especially with pods. try going 3-4 days and not feel WD, if that happens then somethings wrong with you
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That's what I thought too, that it would take several days for full blown WDs from pods to kick in due to all the things in them.
 
Hey guys, all your responses have been great. With the Codeine not working, that can not be possible because my first ever blissful times on opiates were from Codeine itself, then I graduated to pods, so I know what to look for in a opiate high. With my pods, I was definitely getting high. I am just not sure to what extent now...I used to think it was very high, not now.

It is heading towards 100+hours and I think I am not going to get WD...in fact when I first started this thread, I think I was withdrawing in a very very mild way. I am stone cold normal now, but when I think back I was a little heated and felt like I was a little hot, as well as going to the toilet was way easier..I think that was it. Rofl it is beyond me, BUT - today I am having massive urges to get high - like I do not think I will be able to hold off now..
 
Morphling said:
It could be anything from getting low-alkaloid pods, non-papaver somniferum pods, pods modified to produce thebaine, to your extraction process, etc etc....

Who knows? I'd stop while you're ahead, tho! I've heard pod withdrawals are amongst the most hellish of all opioid withdrawals, and I can guarantee you that when you get hit with real withdrawals, you will damn well know it! :|
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This. Especially the part about knowing your in withdrawal.
 
podman said:
Hey guys, all your responses have been great. With the Codeine not working, that can not be possible because my first ever blissful times on opiates were from Codeine itself, then I graduated to pods, so I know what to look for in a opiate high. With my pods, I was definitely getting high. I am just not sure to what extent now...I used to think it was very high, not now.

It is heading towards 100+hours and I think I am not going to get WD...in fact when I first started this thread, I think I was withdrawing in a very very mild way. I am stone cold normal now, but when I think back I was a little heated and felt like I was a little hot, as well as going to the toilet was way easier..I think that was it. Rofl it is beyond me, BUT - today I am having massive urges to get high - like I do not think I will be able to hold off now..
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My first withdrawal took a long time to get. I was using for a good year and wasn't getting sick when I would stop, then around the 14 month period they started. However, they would take a good 4 days to start since I was stopping every sunday and the withdrawals wouldn't start until thursday night. Maybe it's just too early for you to get them or something.

Quit while you are ahead. Each time you pick up again the withdrawals will start quicker and quicker, with it only taking 3 days of consecutive use to catch a habit again. Also, maybe the current codeine tabs you are getting are really weak, especially if you are ordering them online, which reminds me that a lot of pods are really weak these days so maybe you tapered down without realizing it.
 
Toommy I agree with this. I bought some once from Romania n I could tell these were fakes because i ran out of 60mg tabs n was in withdrawals although i was popping the Romanian ones like sweets. So be VERY careful what you buy online. That withdrawal was horrendous n the first 2 days i would just fall in n out of sleep, feel achy all over n was deeply largathic n depressed. Believe me you're lucky. Please let us know how you're doing xxx
 
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