• MDMA &
    Empathogenic
    Drugs

    Welcome Guest!

Need help, life spriling out of control

buzibee

Greenlighter
Joined
Dec 21, 2008
Messages
5
Hey guys,

I guess im in a typical situation alot of you long timers see alot on these forums...

for the past 2.5 years ive been using ecstasy and more recently methadrone..

for the past probably 12 months i have been abusing ecstasy but more commonly methadrone at least once a week. for the past 6 months, every weekend i pretty much chomp through at least a gram of methadrone and stay up for two nights.

The thing is, I really haven't noticed too much difference? I have always been shy and suffered from anxiety. I obviously still suffer from this but nothing to extreme?

I play sport every weekend and I am one year off my business degree.

But....after all this abuse, i must be getting pretty fucked right?

Just wondering if you could let me kno what i may be doing to myself that i dont know about, and how I can at least limit myself...

The problem with me is that I have an extended group of mates of say 80 ppl who all do this, so every social situation i go to, every room is taken up by ppl lining up etc.

I rlly need to limit myself, any tips?
 
It's spelt mephedrone.

You understand you need to cut back so just do it, no one is forcing you to take the drugs. If you are really interested in what kind of damage mephedrone can do to you I suggest you take a read through this thread.

Cut back and focus on your education, your future is worth a lot more than some crappy RC.
 
Try and set yourself some targets of going without for a weekend. Inform your friends beforehand and ask them to help keep you clean. If they are real friends they will work with you.
Reward yourself for the week off with some the week after then go for two weeks and so on.
I must admit Im not familiar with the methedrone but it worked well for me with mdma.
 
No one can make u stop doing,your gonna have to make the choice yourself. I was at a party on Wednesday nite which turned into a 2 day mephedrone binge. One of my good friends has just been discharged from hospital after cutting his arms to pieces with a kitchen knife and jumping out his bedroom window. I've heard horror stories about meth before,but it's not until you experience it first hand that you really understand. I'll never touch mephedrone again
 
To answer your question, Yes what you are doing is fucking you up whether you feel it or not but later it will definitely be noticeable. I really don't understand when people say they abuse hard core stimulants like this and especially mdma but don't really notice the negative effects? HOW!?
 
Top