Aeon Psyche
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- Dec 11, 2007
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anyone know any way how to get of benzos after 13 years of being addicted? i started with like 2mg xanax for my ptsd but doctors won't give me more or anything at all. i want to stay completely clean but it seems impossible. you get to afraid to go get your own medicine, to afraid to make food or even eat it, you don't talk to anyone cause you're scared, can't ask for help, your doctor, or any doctor for that matter doesn't know shit, you're so insomniac you get frustrated and feel like killing people for making a slight noise after a few days, my muscles cramp up all the time, and noone knows what i'm going through. my budget has been cut short so i'm stuck with only alcohol, and it makes me feel like complete shit after a while, nothing on the medicinal market that could calm you has any effect. I've tried all from anti-psychotics, anti-deppressants, other sleeping pills, nothing easily available works to replace a calm in my troubles while trying to lower my dosage completely.
is there a secret? could you suggest anything that might work calming or sedating, relaxing? im either going to be addicted for life and i don't have the money or i'm going to kill myself :/
is there a secret? could you suggest anything that might work calming or sedating, relaxing? im either going to be addicted for life and i don't have the money or i'm going to kill myself :/