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HenriRyy

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I'm a student and I need some help. I need help with MDMA, my two friends and I decided to take some MDMA. My friends had done MDMA before, but for me, it was the first time. We had 2 pink red bulls, I researched them and I think one contains 217,5 mg of MDMA. We divided half a pill into 3 parts, I wanted a little bit less because I was doing this first time. We took the pills (on MDMA mg, I took like 30 mg I think). We waited like 1-2 hours, I didn't really feel anything like little bit different feeling, so my friends wanted to take the second half of the pill. We cut the half into 3 little pieces. Then my friends crushed the 3 pieces into powder, they wanted to snort it, but I didn't because again, it was my first time and I was little scared. We divided the powder from 3 little pieces into 3 strips. For me, my friend took a paper handkerchief and made it into a little thin square. Then put the powder strip onto it. So it looked like a little MDMA ball covered with thin layer of handkerchief. I swallowed it and they snorted their strips. After an hour I felt something, but not much. An hour or two passed and really didn't feel anything just like little bit. So we took the second pill, again cut it in half and crushed the half into powder. They snorted it again and I swallowed my strip with the handkerchief method. After that, for my friends, the pill started to kick, but me still not the full effect.
Few hours past and they decided to take the last half and I was fine with it because I haven't gotten the full effect. So we did the same they snorted it and I swallowed the powder with a handkerchief. So this time it kicked for me and it was pretty fun.
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The next day we woke up and a little headache, I started to notice some very strange very light floaters and quick flashes, like they are small. It's really hard to describe them. It has made me very anxious and feel sick. Has anyone experienced this ??
Please help... will I be forever like this ??
My vision is also a little fuzzy idk how to exactly describe the things...
Also im 15 and i know it was a very stupid decision and i wont ever take any psychedelics again until im atleast 21. Learnt my lesson.
My friends are 15 also and they had done it before so i just trusted them, but still it was my fault.In total i took like 120-150 mg of MDMA
 
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Floaters in your vision are completely normal and are caused by cells trapped on your retina. Floaters link.

If you are a cautious/anxious person, you should probably work on methods of dealing with your anxiety as a matter of course, this will serve you well in life. Fifteen is a perfect age to start addressing this... full on. Diet, mindfulness, meditation, exercise. Unnecessary negative thoughts and worrying do not serve anyone.

You are on a comedown, it lasts 1-2 days. Just chill out and do something to take your mind off things; I always like music on MDMA comedowns, maybe some sunshine.

If you're really anxious, look up some anxiety breathing exercises on youtube or something. You will be fine tomorrow/the day after if you just let it go. Nothing is wrong, this is completely normal; accept this and make your situation right now as good as you can.
 
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Hi!
It's been 3 days, I feel almost normal, but today when I woke up I still noticed like static fuzzing and weird when I looked at a wall. I woke up at 8.30 am and noticed it. It brought back the anxiety and my heart raised a little, but few hours passed and I think the static fuzzing has gone a little less than it was when I woke up. But I can still notice something.
Is this normal also?
 
I get the static fuzzing. Although it's easy to say "mild hppd", I think it's a completely separate condition. Technically I think it's always there, and is a result of lack of light in shadows etc. Go into nature on a sunny day and you will see the opposite.

When my anxiety was bad, I saw it a lot and it was exasperated by drug use (especially weed). It went away when I stopped letting it bother me. I mean, it's still there but I just don't look for it/care.

My thought process then was " oh my God there's static on the walls > oh my god it shouldn't be there > oh my god let's stare at it > fuck me it's getting worse > what the fuck is wrong with me"

Now it's more like "oh some static on the walls > oh well who cares, it's always there".
 
I find it quite nice when I get a surprise in the wall :)

OP: These things are normal. I am of the belief that sometimes when in an elevated state, we are more aware of them and once you are aware of something, you stay aware.

Floaters occur naturally, no drugs needed. You'll be fine.
 
I think this probably is your normal vision, you just noticed it's not perfect. And it's not; your brain receives data from your surroundings and constructs a picture of how it thinks the world should look. It's actually just a construct and residual static makes sense to me as a logical side effect.

Try not to stress. Those floaters have been there since the womb. They aren't going anywhere.
 
The floaters are gone, but the fuzzy weird vision is still...
I woke up like 10 minutes ago and I opened my eyes everything looked worse I could notice the fuzzing so much and I got really scared, but after 10-20 minutes the fuzziness went a bit down... whats up with that ?
Can this be healed? Should I go to a doctor??
 
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Hours later there is little fuzziness, and that makes me anxious and feel sick.
When i woke up it was like really really fuzzy and grainy. Still hard to describe it.
When i searched "vision snow" there was a picture like grainy, fuzzy and there was like colour disorientation, but I don't really have that. For me, the colours are all correct and fine like it was before. I just can see like vibration/ fuzziness.

https://www.google.ee/search?q=visi...AhUjDsAKHdiCB2gQ9QEIRTAD#imgrc=CbWgPqVJVM9ZDM
As you can see here, I only have that fast flickering and it's pretty little not so much like in that picture. Can this be healed or will it go away in time ?
 
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My brother is in his teens and has been dealing with HPPD (part of the fuzzy vision) along with a myriad of other symptoms for 10+ months and just saw a doctor in Boston for it.

Using any substances like MDMA is absolutely absurd at 15 years which hopefully you understand now. Rest, eat right, and exercise and basically hope everything levels out and don't touch any similar substances again until your at least 21
 
I understand that it was a very stupid decision. Won't probably ever take any psychedelics again. Regreting it...
My friend who is 15 also, has taken LSD and ecstasy before, after LSD he had same vision snow like me, I think so.
He told me that for him things went back to normal after 6 months. (never touching any kinds of drugs again until I'm at least 21)

GL to your brother!
 
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Swim15 said:
My brother is in his teens and has been dealing with HPPD (part of the fuzzy vision) along with a myriad of other symptoms for 10+ months and just saw a doctor in Boston for it.

Using any substances like MDMA is absolutely absurd at 15 years which hopefully you understand now. Rest, eat right, and exercise and basically hope everything levels out and don't touch any similar substances again until your at least 21
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How is your brother now?What the doctors said?
 
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