I've been using dope for about 2 years. First year was once every 2 week, once a week, then this past November through March was every day. I've kicked cold turkey 7 times. I've been successfully chipping now since March. Once a week, twice a week, 3x etc
I work out like a fiend, I take SUST 350 and have had a 7 years and counting RX for Adderall - incase you're wondering how I don't get bad withdrawals now that I'm chipping like I am.
I'm becoming fed up with Chicago heroine. Really it's nothing compared to the small amount of money I had to spend in NY/NJ to nod out for hours. It costs so much more here for lower quality.
I've been hellbent on trying I.V. Don't ask me why. I'm also at the point where relatively soon I'm going to stop for at least a while. Yesterday I filled up a 25g needle 3cc with a dime of powder and started poking. Couldn't get the vein and I contemplated doing the big one on my elbow - but that needle is big as its been used for steroids and I sterylyzed it and it's a bit dull, so I pussied out and plugged it which I completely screwed up and wasted it.
I feel like I won't be satisfied until I bang. I know I won't be ready to stop until I bang. Is it that much better? what does it feel like? If I miss will I still feel it? And I'm sure many of you will be warning me not to. I just need to discuss this with someone
I work out like a fiend, I take SUST 350 and have had a 7 years and counting RX for Adderall - incase you're wondering how I don't get bad withdrawals now that I'm chipping like I am.
I'm becoming fed up with Chicago heroine. Really it's nothing compared to the small amount of money I had to spend in NY/NJ to nod out for hours. It costs so much more here for lower quality.
I've been hellbent on trying I.V. Don't ask me why. I'm also at the point where relatively soon I'm going to stop for at least a while. Yesterday I filled up a 25g needle 3cc with a dime of powder and started poking. Couldn't get the vein and I contemplated doing the big one on my elbow - but that needle is big as its been used for steroids and I sterylyzed it and it's a bit dull, so I pussied out and plugged it which I completely screwed up and wasted it.
I feel like I won't be satisfied until I bang. I know I won't be ready to stop until I bang. Is it that much better? what does it feel like? If I miss will I still feel it? And I'm sure many of you will be warning me not to. I just need to discuss this with someone