NEED FAST ANSWER! Seems that here are most people atm so I post here.
So I have an problem now with sleeping. I started to take MDPV aabout 5mg doses 12 hours before, first doses plugged because of effects, after that every houre on small sniff in to nostril and one drink with it. SO I've took it basically every 1-2h, so every time I feel that the "rush" comes down. The thing form is that after the come up, there is 1 hour kind of comedown, where I want more MDPV, but when I don't take it and 1h goes away I don't feel compulsive need to use it anymore, just stimulated and like socialized and the normal MDPV effects. More focus and concretion, got ADHD.
So the main problem here is: I've got work after 4 hours, it lasts 6h, I havent slept at all. Ive took about 20mg strong RC-benzo etizolam, makes sedated and takes edge off of mdpv, also took 15mg diapam, and still cant sleep at all, only feeling normal benzo effect calmness and relaxed, but just restlessness when try to be on bed. Ive got rivatril, but I dont like these as they give me same type of stupid nasty visuals like zopiclone or zolpidem and won't make my sleepy at all only cranky and drunk like.
So basically, I know many o f you have been in same situation, or at least I think so. What I do now? I have exactly 3 hours to sleep left, ant work starts 4 hours later from now. I don't feel fucked, and I don't seem fucked if I look myself in mirror, but I do customer service work, face-to-face, in small shop. I'm summer worker.
Got no anti psychotics to put me to sleep, they always works. I can keep it max. two days up, but after that I start to feel bad. I don't know If can get any sleep as I'm not tired, and I'm little bit scared if someone notices that I look like I've took drugs. I live in small town where drug users will be knew and nobody likes them.
Maybe I just say to boss that I've got bad insomnia problems where someday I don't sleep for two days, and that why I look and act like this, and might get something other work that don't include customers. Or get free day. I've already got two sick free days, for other reasons, so I don't know if this is good, he might give me boot, as she did with last summer worker who did few small mistakes. Not that my wage is that good, but I like the work its chill and has good working days. Like 4 days a week and someday 6 hour days.
Please really need help what to do. I won't blame MDPV its my fault anyway. Just need some advices how to look completely normal, what supplements and food to take, and should take little bit more MDPV before work and little bit benzos if thing goes bad, or should I ask free day because on insomnia.
I try o sleep once again, but I don't think that 3h sleep helps that much, maybe just laying on bed helps my body and brain to relax?
NEED FAST ANSWER!
I try o sleep once again, but I don't think that 3h sleep helps that much, maybe just laying on bed helps my body and brain to relax and recover? At least so Ive heard.
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showpost.php?p=8593104&postcount=943
So I have an problem now with sleeping. I started to take MDPV aabout 5mg doses 12 hours before, first doses plugged because of effects, after that every houre on small sniff in to nostril and one drink with it. SO I've took it basically every 1-2h, so every time I feel that the "rush" comes down. The thing form is that after the come up, there is 1 hour kind of comedown, where I want more MDPV, but when I don't take it and 1h goes away I don't feel compulsive need to use it anymore, just stimulated and like socialized and the normal MDPV effects. More focus and concretion, got ADHD.
So the main problem here is: I've got work after 4 hours, it lasts 6h, I havent slept at all. Ive took about 20mg strong RC-benzo etizolam, makes sedated and takes edge off of mdpv, also took 15mg diapam, and still cant sleep at all, only feeling normal benzo effect calmness and relaxed, but just restlessness when try to be on bed. Ive got rivatril, but I dont like these as they give me same type of stupid nasty visuals like zopiclone or zolpidem and won't make my sleepy at all only cranky and drunk like.
So basically, I know many o f you have been in same situation, or at least I think so. What I do now? I have exactly 3 hours to sleep left, ant work starts 4 hours later from now. I don't feel fucked, and I don't seem fucked if I look myself in mirror, but I do customer service work, face-to-face, in small shop. I'm summer worker.
Got no anti psychotics to put me to sleep, they always works. I can keep it max. two days up, but after that I start to feel bad. I don't know If can get any sleep as I'm not tired, and I'm little bit scared if someone notices that I look like I've took drugs. I live in small town where drug users will be knew and nobody likes them.
Maybe I just say to boss that I've got bad insomnia problems where someday I don't sleep for two days, and that why I look and act like this, and might get something other work that don't include customers. Or get free day. I've already got two sick free days, for other reasons, so I don't know if this is good, he might give me boot, as she did with last summer worker who did few small mistakes. Not that my wage is that good, but I like the work its chill and has good working days. Like 4 days a week and someday 6 hour days.
Please really need help what to do. I won't blame MDPV its my fault anyway. Just need some advices how to look completely normal, what supplements and food to take, and should take little bit more MDPV before work and little bit benzos if thing goes bad, or should I ask free day because on insomnia.
I try o sleep once again, but I don't think that 3h sleep helps that much, maybe just laying on bed helps my body and brain to relax?
NEED FAST ANSWER!
I try o sleep once again, but I don't think that 3h sleep helps that much, maybe just laying on bed helps my body and brain to relax and recover? At least so Ive heard.
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showpost.php?p=8593104&postcount=943
