Thatgirl299
Greenlighter
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- Feb 13, 2016
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Well, I finally did a detox in a hotel 2/1-2/13 ....came back home to zero support - husband is a pro gamer/gaming addict - I went to meetings- took ittbits of sub here and there. Was on .7 day of street fentanyl.
Well I relapsed 2 weeks in-- spent the past 3 days trying to get stable on subs. Still loopy- may be clonidine? I know I took too much and it builds.
So I asked my husband why he cant just ask once in awhile how I'm doing ? His response was that he doesn't want to and he doesn't think I'll get better.
I know I've hurt him over and over - but literally all I've asked for is care.
I've got to pay my dopeman 200$ hes a brutal dick- so I'm risking it by paying some today but we agreed on Sunday (figured I'd be stable on subs).
I think I had a mental breakdown after detox in February.
Would appreciate any love and advice anyone could give.
Well I relapsed 2 weeks in-- spent the past 3 days trying to get stable on subs. Still loopy- may be clonidine? I know I took too much and it builds.
So I asked my husband why he cant just ask once in awhile how I'm doing ? His response was that he doesn't want to and he doesn't think I'll get better.
I know I've hurt him over and over - but literally all I've asked for is care.
I've got to pay my dopeman 200$ hes a brutal dick- so I'm risking it by paying some today but we agreed on Sunday (figured I'd be stable on subs).
I think I had a mental breakdown after detox in February.
Would appreciate any love and advice anyone could give.