PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
^ MDPV: wild hallucination whike still retaining a good amount of conginitive funchion unlike classical psychedelics. LCD screens are interesting, the cloudy, wavy shapes I see behind the glass exist in a place I cannot get to. [I know it's just a whooping chemical imbalance; I'm sure if I broke my sreen I would be any closer to entering their realm.
Walls and ceilings always shifting, moving,. What would be neat if able ti be controlled is visual perception. My eyeshight for reading close text is gone, but if I put my thumb between my eyes and the back of the couch I can see every dust particle falling. I also have an ethanolic solution of etizolam in it, and it's right near the saturation point (benzos very non-polar). I always knew there was some in suspension as I could see the mild turbidity, but tonight when I disturbed the vial I could see the movement of each particle and noticed that the amount over saturation is more than I thought. No bother though; it takes a while to settle, just shake for homogenization and quickly grab the aliquot.
Oh another very cool effect, looking at a wall I can see the empty spot on the wall caused by the retina's blind spot.
The most cool effect of all; when I look underneath small furniture (low light level) I see colour changing, rapidly shifing as if in a draft, but bound in place by the main support of the nest (like a sail without tight wind).
Now I know those neat webs are full hallucinations such as from delirents. I went to pick one up, nothing was there. As my hand lowered it dissapeared without me even getting a touch. Something like the visual accuity to see dust and sedminent so well is at the expence of being able to read computer text and these distracting new curvatures in this windows GUI are wiggin me out; I'm glad I'm not trying to use a Mac.
I can also see the 'microscoppic' hairs on the back of my fingers clear as day, at arms length, but my pajamas across the room are starting to wiggle around like a snail.
Psychologically I'm all good though; non of the emotional instability I would be feeling with similar visual effects on something like mushrooms.
Oh ya; physical pupil examination; bit larger than normal but not MDMA/LSD saucers. Main obervation for concerm present in both eyes. Pupils are not perfectly curcular (mine usually are), where the iris makes an angle there is a brown liquid present, inside the eye; not a lot but visible, along with a smooth angle turn instead of radial. The iris itslef is lacking a large part pf the lines that project from the inner border , radially. It's a more hazy blue-cyan colour instead of the usually 'sharper blue-grey colour with the fibrous like lines going though when seen close up.
So I'll keep an eye on my eyes; just thought it might be a neat, (possible) idiosyncracy that should be shared.
Should be of not that am on a mild SSRI prescription and used stimulants in conjunction them in the past without such odd effects. The clinical practice of prescribing amps/DARI's along side SSRI's also indicates a certain level of safety (no, I didn't say immunity).
Walls and ceilings always shifting, moving,. What would be neat if able ti be controlled is visual perception. My eyeshight for reading close text is gone, but if I put my thumb between my eyes and the back of the couch I can see every dust particle falling. I also have an ethanolic solution of etizolam in it, and it's right near the saturation point (benzos very non-polar). I always knew there was some in suspension as I could see the mild turbidity, but tonight when I disturbed the vial I could see the movement of each particle and noticed that the amount over saturation is more than I thought. No bother though; it takes a while to settle, just shake for homogenization and quickly grab the aliquot.
Oh another very cool effect, looking at a wall I can see the empty spot on the wall caused by the retina's blind spot.
The most cool effect of all; when I look underneath small furniture (low light level) I see colour changing, rapidly shifing as if in a draft, but bound in place by the main support of the nest (like a sail without tight wind).
Now I know those neat webs are full hallucinations such as from delirents. I went to pick one up, nothing was there. As my hand lowered it dissapeared without me even getting a touch. Something like the visual accuity to see dust and sedminent so well is at the expence of being able to read computer text and these distracting new curvatures in this windows GUI are wiggin me out; I'm glad I'm not trying to use a Mac.

I can also see the 'microscoppic' hairs on the back of my fingers clear as day, at arms length, but my pajamas across the room are starting to wiggle around like a snail.
Psychologically I'm all good though; non of the emotional instability I would be feeling with similar visual effects on something like mushrooms.
Oh ya; physical pupil examination; bit larger than normal but not MDMA/LSD saucers. Main obervation for concerm present in both eyes. Pupils are not perfectly curcular (mine usually are), where the iris makes an angle there is a brown liquid present, inside the eye; not a lot but visible, along with a smooth angle turn instead of radial. The iris itslef is lacking a large part pf the lines that project from the inner border , radially. It's a more hazy blue-cyan colour instead of the usually 'sharper blue-grey colour with the fibrous like lines going though when seen close up.
So I'll keep an eye on my eyes; just thought it might be a neat, (possible) idiosyncracy that should be shared.
Should be of not that am on a mild SSRI prescription and used stimulants in conjunction them in the past without such odd effects. The clinical practice of prescribing amps/DARI's along side SSRI's also indicates a certain level of safety (no, I didn't say immunity).

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