DoctorSativa
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PLEASE HELP!!! I have a serious addiction to Amphetamine Sulphate
Hey guys,
I desperately need advice on how to best stop a hardcore psychological addiction to speed / Amphetamine Sulphate. For anyone who doesn't want to read what I wrote these are my two questions:
Anyways, this is how it started. I have been using Amphetamine Sulphate (aka Speed), incredibly pure and straight from the chemist, for about six months. ROA has been IV. I have come to a self-realization that continuing using this drug this way is not going to lead my life to a place that is good. By the way, for anyone considering trying speed or shooting anything for their first time, just don't do it. If you want to feel good order some MDMA! %)
I started my dosing at 20mg's IV'd, same source as I have now, and that would make me VERY high, just as good as a great roll makes you feel. I could say so much more about having no comedown and staying up for days but I don't want to glorify it.
It's now been six months after shooting it for the first time, and my dose is now at 160+mg per day IV'd. Same source as when it started; same stuff. I need to stop this habit NOW or else the social aid work I do will be impacted, which in turn impacts children and stuff which is a fucking unacceptable consequence of my habit. I don't mind hurting myself but when it comes to hurting other people I just can't do it.
I have made an appointment with an addiction psychiatrist to help me find a solution. I have legitimate, moderately severe ADD which is how the addiction started in the first place. It was solved with Dexedrine and I always would of stayed on Dex but it's not available internationally so I had to take the illegal version with me. Or use fucking Ritalin, which isn't even a drug when compared to speed or Dex. I am going to ask this guy to taper me off with Dexidrine and then switch me over to Modalert / Modafil / Provigil (which is a prodrug to something similar to amphetamine, right... w/o the abuse potential?). Modalert is available internationally, where I work.
Is tapering off speed with Dex acceptable - I at least need to do it psychologically if not physically, I am psychologically addicted as hell right now and couldn't stop using speed if my own life depended on it (but it's not my life in this case, it's other people's, so I can stop).
Do not tell me to go to Rehab. The moment I'm put in a place with rules I break them, which got me kicked out two months ago from a treatment center when I ordered alprazolam powder vacuum sealed inside a bottle of Vaseline after they wouldn't prescribe me ADD meds or benzos. Lol... addicts are indeed devious.
As you may be able to tell from this post I am obviously still using the amphetamine daily and used it this morning. The fucking way I feel right now is so fucking incredible and indescribable, no wonder this drug ruins so many lives, and I can't blame the people using for not being able to stop. Addiction is indeed a disease. HELP PLEASE!!!!!
Thanks everyone...
Dr. S
P.s. - I have heard using MDPV helps people stop using meth?? I have access to any drug in existence (do not message me for sources, I will report you) so should I get some of that stuff to help with the psychological side of the problem? Will it also solve the ADD issues? Or should I go the legal route I stated earlier?
Seriously, thank you again everyone for your time and sorry for the long post...
Hey guys,
I desperately need advice on how to best stop a hardcore psychological addiction to speed / Amphetamine Sulphate. For anyone who doesn't want to read what I wrote these are my two questions:
- Will MDPV help stop the habit psychologically and physically? Will it solve my ADD symptoms?
- Should I see an addiction psychiatrist and ask to be tapered off with Dexedrine, and then switch to Modafil / Provigil? I have to change to Modafil eventually.
Anyways, this is how it started. I have been using Amphetamine Sulphate (aka Speed), incredibly pure and straight from the chemist, for about six months. ROA has been IV. I have come to a self-realization that continuing using this drug this way is not going to lead my life to a place that is good. By the way, for anyone considering trying speed or shooting anything for their first time, just don't do it. If you want to feel good order some MDMA! %)
I started my dosing at 20mg's IV'd, same source as I have now, and that would make me VERY high, just as good as a great roll makes you feel. I could say so much more about having no comedown and staying up for days but I don't want to glorify it.
It's now been six months after shooting it for the first time, and my dose is now at 160+mg per day IV'd. Same source as when it started; same stuff. I need to stop this habit NOW or else the social aid work I do will be impacted, which in turn impacts children and stuff which is a fucking unacceptable consequence of my habit. I don't mind hurting myself but when it comes to hurting other people I just can't do it.
I have made an appointment with an addiction psychiatrist to help me find a solution. I have legitimate, moderately severe ADD which is how the addiction started in the first place. It was solved with Dexedrine and I always would of stayed on Dex but it's not available internationally so I had to take the illegal version with me. Or use fucking Ritalin, which isn't even a drug when compared to speed or Dex. I am going to ask this guy to taper me off with Dexidrine and then switch me over to Modalert / Modafil / Provigil (which is a prodrug to something similar to amphetamine, right... w/o the abuse potential?). Modalert is available internationally, where I work.
Is tapering off speed with Dex acceptable - I at least need to do it psychologically if not physically, I am psychologically addicted as hell right now and couldn't stop using speed if my own life depended on it (but it's not my life in this case, it's other people's, so I can stop).
Do not tell me to go to Rehab. The moment I'm put in a place with rules I break them, which got me kicked out two months ago from a treatment center when I ordered alprazolam powder vacuum sealed inside a bottle of Vaseline after they wouldn't prescribe me ADD meds or benzos. Lol... addicts are indeed devious.
As you may be able to tell from this post I am obviously still using the amphetamine daily and used it this morning. The fucking way I feel right now is so fucking incredible and indescribable, no wonder this drug ruins so many lives, and I can't blame the people using for not being able to stop. Addiction is indeed a disease. HELP PLEASE!!!!!
Thanks everyone...
Dr. S
P.s. - I have heard using MDPV helps people stop using meth?? I have access to any drug in existence (do not message me for sources, I will report you) so should I get some of that stuff to help with the psychological side of the problem? Will it also solve the ADD issues? Or should I go the legal route I stated earlier?
Seriously, thank you again everyone for your time and sorry for the long post...
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