^I'd expect something between mild discomfort or more moderate dysphoria, anxiety etc. but two months isn't enough time to turn you into a Benzodiazepine dependence horror story like the one's I'm sure you've heard about. I'm worried about your compulsive patterns of usage though. They would seem to indicate that you have a strong preference for Benzodiazepines as recreational drugs. This doesn't come from a place of judgment. None of us here want you to get involved in that hell.
Alcohol/Benzodiazepines/Barbiturates or sedative/hypnotic drugs for short tend to produce the most damaging, long-lasting and most difficult to recover from complications, both physically (especially the former) and psychologically.
You would do yourself a favor by picking up a different habit. 5mg -8mg Alprazolam (Xanax) daily is quite a large dose for someone with no previous tolerance.
