g0df1sh
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 14, 2020
- Messages
- 133
Everyone has one.
be it drugs, sex or rock n roll. Lol.(or all of the above).
In all sincerity though, I’m looking for a new vice and figured I’d ask here.
Cannabis is too heavy for me and often anxiety inducing - I don’t blame the cannabis but rather potential neural associations made in my early 20s. Cannabis is not an easy going thing for me, it’s work. So that’s out.
I love the euphoria, relaxation and boldness of alcohol, but my body hates processing it, even a little bit - headaches, puking, so again it doesn’t really work for me.
I liked painkillers too, but that didn’t quite get me where I wanted to be either. The pills seemed lacking still.
What I’m looking for is something a bit euphoric, bright, relaxed, warm, dreamy maybe even a bit dissociative. I want to redirect my depressed thoughts and feelings, and numb out some physical and emotional pain.
I’m an artist, I like to practice/study/create..I like to deep dream and make something out of it, bring back little pieces for the world.
so ideally I’m searching for something or two things that would allow me to do so with more ease (maybe one for the relaxation melting away into my bed and one for doing things)
ideally these things are reasonably accessible, or perhaps someone more experienced can direct me.
I’ve been researching about Kratom, that seems doable. Wondering what you all think about the different strains?
I’m certainly curious about that old celebrated opium but have no idea where to get it.
I just need something new to enjoy and shift my frame of reference every once in a while. Except for strange thoughts, im sober almost always. Im open to suggestions
What’s your vice?
What do you enjoy on a weekly basis?
what’s your favorite state of being?
be it drugs, sex or rock n roll. Lol.(or all of the above).
In all sincerity though, I’m looking for a new vice and figured I’d ask here.
Cannabis is too heavy for me and often anxiety inducing - I don’t blame the cannabis but rather potential neural associations made in my early 20s. Cannabis is not an easy going thing for me, it’s work. So that’s out.
I love the euphoria, relaxation and boldness of alcohol, but my body hates processing it, even a little bit - headaches, puking, so again it doesn’t really work for me.
I liked painkillers too, but that didn’t quite get me where I wanted to be either. The pills seemed lacking still.
What I’m looking for is something a bit euphoric, bright, relaxed, warm, dreamy maybe even a bit dissociative. I want to redirect my depressed thoughts and feelings, and numb out some physical and emotional pain.
I’m an artist, I like to practice/study/create..I like to deep dream and make something out of it, bring back little pieces for the world.
so ideally I’m searching for something or two things that would allow me to do so with more ease (maybe one for the relaxation melting away into my bed and one for doing things)
ideally these things are reasonably accessible, or perhaps someone more experienced can direct me.
I’ve been researching about Kratom, that seems doable. Wondering what you all think about the different strains?
I’m certainly curious about that old celebrated opium but have no idea where to get it.
I just need something new to enjoy and shift my frame of reference every once in a while. Except for strange thoughts, im sober almost always. Im open to suggestions
What’s your vice?
What do you enjoy on a weekly basis?
what’s your favorite state of being?