HatingThisLife
Bluelighter
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- Dec 6, 2020
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So after being asked together for quite some time and then me getting arrested getting bonded out going to treatment my husband getting arrested today after I got there and then sitting for the entire time that I was in rehab for 6 weeks I get out relax couple weeks later because I was all in my feelings over some s*** my dude was doing Selena going back to rehab again and the first time I was on the vivitrol shot the second time they didn't want to do that for me they wanted me to try the subs cuz I wasn't successful on the vivitrol shot in their opinion but I wasn't successful because my health insurance got screwed up at the one place I told him I needed to recertify and they didn't let me do it in time and it took it 45 days to finally get coverage. Anyhow I got to rehab I have a 7-Day script for my subs I had to make that last two weeks because of when the first appointment was for the place it was I was supposed to be able to get my subs from and when I got there they told me I had to go to an appointment for blood work at a clinic and it was like a community clinic there was constantly packing people that you couldn't get appointments for like 3 months and I was like why can't I just go through my insurance I'll have it down it's done in 2 weeks. So at the point they told me this I only had one or two 2 mg subs left and I said and two days prior to finding this out my husband told me he wanted a divorce and if I wasn't going to have my subs I wanted to be numb and I didn't care so I got fent was only doing a dime a day for like maybe 8 weeks which is like a half a point where I'm from sometimes a little more sometimes I was getting some really s***** stuff that wasn't even getting me high so it might wish I was already mild fast forward to Christmas Day I leave Christmas Day on a road trip with my mom and my two daughters to take them to New Jersey I thought I brought enough stuff with me but I have finished my dope before I even guy out of the second day of driving so I knew a guy up there who could get stuff and he already had called my mom saying he wants to take me out to sushi so I was like yeah I'll do it today yeah let's see if that's perfect as soon as I got in his car I told him yeah I'm dope sick I need something you know you get me something and he got me 10 bags but he refused to give me fentanyl and so it wasn't strong as what I was used to and that was on the 25th no I'm sorry 27. So he gave me 10 small bags I would say they were like almost like a Nick maybe a dime if I was lucky but sometimes I was killing it in one hit but either way that held me for the rest of the vacation I did the last of it on the 29th I have taken one hit of fent last night just to take the edge off I went and I bought a dime I took a hit and then I gave the rest of it away so I wouldn't be tempted to do more.
So now it's fast forward to my actual question so I'm not really detoxing that bad it's very very mild but I just can't stand the constant sweating does anybody have any tips on how to deal with the constant sweating and I'm cold from sweating is there anything I can take that will make it so I won't sweat so much thanks in advance for your help?
I have black cohosh n aswanghda
So now it's fast forward to my actual question so I'm not really detoxing that bad it's very very mild but I just can't stand the constant sweating does anybody have any tips on how to deal with the constant sweating and I'm cold from sweating is there anything I can take that will make it so I won't sweat so much thanks in advance for your help?
I have black cohosh n aswanghda