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Ok I just wanted a little input from the bluelight community before I go to the ER this evening...I'm a 6'4 275lb hippy with the worst stomach problems this week.
Let me give you some background on the problem, sorry for the tl;dr post and I appreciate everyone that sticks w it till the end cuz i want u to understand the full problem;
Ok so first off I'm a recovering opiate addict, clean for over a year of a 4-6 a day opana habit, dont know if that makes a difference but i thot I'd tell you anyway. Last Saturday, sept 15thish, my girl and I go to a music fest, eat Molly and do k and such of the typical "festival scene" drugs because for the most part hippys look down on any drug that can steal your soul...and thats helped me immensely in gettin clean because I know I don't have a problem w any other drug but opiates,
Now, we have a good time, see EOTO, got autographs
, and drive home Monday, well otw home I have the worst fight I've ever had in my life with my mom n dad and tell them I want to cut all ties w them for how bad they make me feel about myself w guilt trips and things like that, that they don't even know they're doing. Now that doesn't seem like an uncommon statement from a hippy ex-junkie, but if you knew the whole story and how good of a relationship i had w parents, youd understand why it was such a big deal. Safe to say it was 25 years of pent up emotions that spilled over into one very long email I wrote them cuz I couldn't even speak to them. Now I had to work Monday night and Tuesday night when I got back, and just kept eating Molly for energy to work those two days and kinnnndaaa forgot to eat and probably sleep, then decided to eat a large whopper combo from BK on Wednesday evening cuz I was finally crashing and starving and it was the closest thing to me.
Now after I thought about it, I went Sunday evening, to Wednesday evening, eating nothing but drugs and then that grease bomb Wednesday eve...well about 2 hours after BK I start puking, puked for 24 hrs, then felt better so I ate some soup and went to sleep finally, woke up puking again with constant nausea just like before, puked for 24hrs again.. So this time I didn't eat anything for 36hrs after I stopped puking, and then only ate, jello,toast,applesauce for the next like 52hrs, which brings us to last night, i was feeling great, so i ate a good home cooked dinner from my girls mom of baked chicken,mashed potatoes and vegetables...felt great after dinner so I ate a little chips n salsa while I watched football last night...woke up today and puked 3 different times so far...
Now I know you can't possibly tell me what's wrong and I know I should of done been to my doctor but I just wanted some input, nausea tips, stress tips...I should also say that before I puked each day when I woke up I would have crazy heartburn which would cause me to throw up, which leads me to believe its something like that. I also want to know if I should tell the doc I did Molly and k up until the Wednesday I started puking, now I know I "should" tell him but idk if I will cuz he has been my family doc my whole life and we didn't even consult him when I got clean off opana so he has no clue of my drug use... So any tips fellow bluelighters? Shared expierences? Anything? Lol
Thanks if you stuck with it and again sorry for the tl;dr
-seth
Let me give you some background on the problem, sorry for the tl;dr post and I appreciate everyone that sticks w it till the end cuz i want u to understand the full problem;
Ok so first off I'm a recovering opiate addict, clean for over a year of a 4-6 a day opana habit, dont know if that makes a difference but i thot I'd tell you anyway. Last Saturday, sept 15thish, my girl and I go to a music fest, eat Molly and do k and such of the typical "festival scene" drugs because for the most part hippys look down on any drug that can steal your soul...and thats helped me immensely in gettin clean because I know I don't have a problem w any other drug but opiates,
Now, we have a good time, see EOTO, got autographs
, and drive home Monday, well otw home I have the worst fight I've ever had in my life with my mom n dad and tell them I want to cut all ties w them for how bad they make me feel about myself w guilt trips and things like that, that they don't even know they're doing. Now that doesn't seem like an uncommon statement from a hippy ex-junkie, but if you knew the whole story and how good of a relationship i had w parents, youd understand why it was such a big deal. Safe to say it was 25 years of pent up emotions that spilled over into one very long email I wrote them cuz I couldn't even speak to them. Now I had to work Monday night and Tuesday night when I got back, and just kept eating Molly for energy to work those two days and kinnnndaaa forgot to eat and probably sleep, then decided to eat a large whopper combo from BK on Wednesday evening cuz I was finally crashing and starving and it was the closest thing to me.Now after I thought about it, I went Sunday evening, to Wednesday evening, eating nothing but drugs and then that grease bomb Wednesday eve...well about 2 hours after BK I start puking, puked for 24 hrs, then felt better so I ate some soup and went to sleep finally, woke up puking again with constant nausea just like before, puked for 24hrs again.. So this time I didn't eat anything for 36hrs after I stopped puking, and then only ate, jello,toast,applesauce for the next like 52hrs, which brings us to last night, i was feeling great, so i ate a good home cooked dinner from my girls mom of baked chicken,mashed potatoes and vegetables...felt great after dinner so I ate a little chips n salsa while I watched football last night...woke up today and puked 3 different times so far...
Now I know you can't possibly tell me what's wrong and I know I should of done been to my doctor but I just wanted some input, nausea tips, stress tips...I should also say that before I puked each day when I woke up I would have crazy heartburn which would cause me to throw up, which leads me to believe its something like that. I also want to know if I should tell the doc I did Molly and k up until the Wednesday I started puking, now I know I "should" tell him but idk if I will cuz he has been my family doc my whole life and we didn't even consult him when I got clean off opana so he has no clue of my drug use... So any tips fellow bluelighters? Shared expierences? Anything? Lol
Thanks if you stuck with it and again sorry for the tl;dr
-seth
