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and the final blow to the Memphis dilaudid scene.....

Operation Whitehaven Dilaudid Family

MEMPHIS, TN (localmemphis.com) -- It was dubbed a family affair after nearly 40 people were arrested Tuesday as part of a sweep of a long-running drug ring.

Investigators started making arrests early Tuesday morning as part of "operation Whitehaven Dilaudid Family." The drugs Dilaudid and Oxycodone were targeted as part of the investigation.

The undercover operation also led to the indictment of 15 people on federal charges, including several people as far away as Los Vegas and Los Angeles.

Many also faced money laundering charges.

"I only know them as neighbors, I see them going in and out, that's all," said Pat, a woman who only wanted to be identified by her first name. "Anybody in their right mind wouldn't like that going on in their neighborhood."

According to Shelby County District Attorney Amy Weirich many of the state charges were enhanced because the alleged drug-trafficking occurred near school zones.

"I saw the police car down there, I didn't know what they were down there for," said Arthur Gray. "I didn't know what was going on."

For weeks, investigators have been sounding the alarm regarding an increased heroin problem in the Mid-South.

"Almost 100 percent of heroin deaths are individuals who began their addictions with pain pills," Weirich said.

Many of the 38 arrested will make their first court appearance Wednesday morning.
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they were still slanging after the nashville bust (7K dilaudid pills) and after the "main Niqqa got kilt" but barely making it. my dilaudid dealer count shrunk from 8 to 3. only 1 is still serving and im sure once he runs out its over. good thing this doesnt affect me anymore. if this happened a year ago i would have been crying.
 
ouch thats a pretty big hit in memphis
im not even close to there but damn it makes me sad all those dilaudid are wasted now
 
MemphisX3 said:
yo yep...


and the final blow to the Memphis dilaudid scene.....

Operation Whitehaven Dilaudid Family




they were still slanging after the nashville bust (7K dilaudid pills) and after the "main Niqqa got kilt" but barely making it. my dilaudid dealer count shrunk from 8 to 3. only 1 is still serving and im sure once he runs out its over. good thing this doesnt affect me anymore. if this happened a year ago i would have been crying.
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You got out of the game at the right time.
 
brutus said:
Felanious monk, no wonder you didn't have to cheat with a major in social science. You seriously regret not turning in someone for cheating?
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I don't know, I've been thinking about it since WOT's comment. I still kinda do, since the kid was a dick. Like, that was a karmic action just hanging out waiting to be activated, and I missed it. I don't regret it, it's just one of those times that things could have gone the other way. That was a science class though, so he was grabbing answers.

And yeah, hard to cheat when most of the work is papers anyway. I'm sure some people plagiarized but I'm sure some got caught for it too.
 
I have been a junkie so long I never thought I would live this long. I had someone ask me the other day where I want to be in 5years and 10 years. I have been in a dead end relationship and broke for so long now that I'm clean I don't know what I want out of life. For some reason it's is bothering me. Does anyone else have this dilemma?
 
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^ I do and it scares the hell out of me.
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Kinda makes you think a little don't it? It shouldn't bother me as much as it is right now it kinda has me in a funk and I need to get over it already. I have some short term plans but that is just fun stuff guess I'll just go with that for now and hope the rest falls into place.
 
^ falling into place is such a weird concept because i remember years back thinking theres no way ill be a dope addict forever i hope in two years everything falls into place and i get off this shit and id watch the years fly by and still be stuck in the same place. But the way i got sober was kind of a twist of fate, i got on methadone to pass the last portion of a court ordered treatment, i had done the 20 classes and 20 NAs i just needed to pass two drug tests. So i got on it w the intention of getting off after the tests but i ended up really liking on it and have been on it for 15 months.

So i guess i dont know if i believe if shit falls in place, but things def change when i least expect them to. Its like things dont change unless you initiate it, i sat by for so long waiting for some magical thing to happen to get me off drugs, but it didnt happen and i was wondering if anything would ever change. It wasnt until i pushed myself to get on methadone that my life did a 180. Now im in school for crafting dental prosthetics, even though i had enrolled before i got on methadone i dont think i wouldve actually followed thru if i was on dope.

I just saw The Book of Mormon play by trey parker and matt stone. So funny!
 
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Lucky! I love live theater and I've been wanting to see that show since they first announced it. Is it still playing in LA?

Welderman said:
Kinda makes you think a little don't it? It shouldn't bother me as much as it is right now it kinda has me in a funk and I need to get over it already. I have some short term plans but that is just fun stuff guess I'll just go with that for now and hope the rest falls into place.
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I'm so with you on this, it's been getting me down lately. Life has this way of working out, as ohshea says. But that doesn't really help me all that much. That just happening got me through college, got me a gf, and got me to Cali... oh, and a job. But it hasn't made me happy. Maybe it's because I'm following life and not making things happen. But I am making things happen. I fucking love my job. So I'm just depressed I guess.

As it relates to my goals in life though is what I was really getting at. I never really had goals in life, I kind of assumed (and hoped) that I'd die before it became an issue. Or it would one day come to me. But now I realize that'll just leave me unhappy, since I'm generally too lazy to actually do much, things do have to just happen.. So where does this leave me? Well I'm on an okay path for now, so I guess I'll see where it leads.. But even still there's some nagging things that I want to change... My health (do I have crohn's?), My gf (can I live with her?), and my future (what do I want to do? where do I want to live?).. So for now I'll save and wait, see what happens.
 
Welderman said:
I have been a junkie so long I never thought I would live this long. I had someone ask me the other day where I want to be in 5years and 10 years. I have been in a dead end relationship and broke for so long now that I'm clean I don't know what I want out of life. For some reason it's is bothering me. Does anyone else have this dilemma?
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Yeah man I have that problem every single day. It's a constant uphill battle, man.
 
Welderman said:
Kinda makes you think a little don't it? It shouldn't bother me as much as it is right now it kinda has me in a funk and I need to get over it already. I have some short term plans but that is just fun stuff guess I'll just go with that for now and hope the rest falls into place.
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After a while waiting on things to fall into place becomes a cycle. I have the same thoughts though welder.
 
Felonious: Its in LA for less than two more weeks. Its great if you can get the chance to see it but my brother bought our tickets way in advance. If you can get the tix I HIGHLY reccomend it, esp if youre a south park fan. I was in laughing fits the entire way thru. Some of the humor is kind of roll your eyes but luckily thats few and far between, kind of expected w matt & trey. The rest is just pure gold so spot on, and me living in UT for a few years enhanced the jokes. Its at the Pantages.

I feel ya guys on the not wanting to know what you want out of life, but luckily i have kind of figured out a path and am trying to clear the clutter my junkie past has left in my trail. I still am confused and miss parts of my old life and have yet to put the needle down 100%. I mean, people that are content w their lives dont abuse themselves like we did, right? I think most junkies have a death wish but are grateful once they make it thru alive. I think a big problem i have is that i thought once i got cleaned up my life would be 100% better and happy. Lifes 'cray'..
 
^I think most junkies have a chemical imbalance and are simply self-medicating(at least at first). I mean who here started straight off with heroin?
 
For me, it's just about slowly replacing the negative aspects and activities surrounding the junky life when you're using, with positive ones. Good relationships, a good job, enjoyable hobbies, etc. Then pretty soon, you start to feel further and further away from that addict lifestyle. But you have to put the work in, you have to make the changes and progress. You can't just expect it all to come to you.

A lot of people stop using, but don't change anything in their life or add any positives to replace the negatives, and then they're like "fuck this sobriety sucks whats the point?" Stopping the actual use of the drugs is just the start of it. You need to make life changes and add good things to replace the shitty ones. Otherwise you're just going to end up back where you were.
 
^ Sounds like someone's paying attention in counseling. And that's a good thing. Question tho. How does this board help/hurt those goals?
 
Welderman said:
I have been a junkie so long I never thought I would live this long. I had someone ask me the other day where I want to be in 5years and 10 years. I have been in a dead end relationship and broke for so long now that I'm clean I don't know what I want out of life. For some reason it's is bothering me. Does anyone else have this dilemma?
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i have had this problem for awhile. my counselar asked me that the other day. where do i want to be in 5 years. truth is no one ever told me i would live past my 20s so fuck if i know. I have always been that guy that lived in the moment, never planned for the future. even in high school i never really thought past the next weekend. i guess now is a great time to start thinking in terms of future and what i want out of life etc im still just trying to rap my head around staying off dope, keeping a job and a roof over my head tbqh. once i get settled down and used to not being a fuck up then i will start thinking about long term goals etc.
 
It makes me feel good knowing ya'll are as fucked up as me. Soon as I get it all figured out I will tell you.
 
i dont know if i told yall, and if i didnt im not going to get deep into it, but bottom line is i took some xanax and went to work (the restaurant) and got sent home. well they didnt let me work for like 5 days and even when i came back they were giving me a hard time about it. its been a month now and i havent had one fuck up minor or major since but one manager still gives me shit but yesterday i worked a double and i was at my whit's end and just went the fuck off on him and told him you know i got problems with demons like everybody else and its a constant every day battle and you know what? sometimes i lose and when that happens the only thing i can do is pray i didnt create consequences i cant deal with and move the fuck on but when i have assholes like you in my life that feel the need to constantly bring up my short comings it makes it extremely difficult....didnt know it but the GM was standing right behind me and the other manager just started laughing, GM called me into the office. i was pretty certain that was my job because by that time i was raising my voice and pretty much cursing him. to my surprise my GM just told me he knew what i was going thru and he knows that I am trying and that he didnt want me to get frustrated at people that were giving me shit and just keep doing what im doing and that he would say something to anyone he heard commenting about it. it made me feel really good that someone actually notices the progress im making and that im actually trying to better myself instead of the usual of people just trying to belittle you about it. also that i am that kind of worker, that i can go off on a manager and my GM will tell me good job and that he has my back
 
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