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If you read the book, Requiem never mentions a drug by name. It's frequently inferred to be heroin, but the effects aren't even hardly described. Notice how the story has three parallel events unfolding. It's all people getting destroyed by institutions, ideas, etc. This is why the dilating pupils are such a great symbol in the film.
 
I stepped on my laptop after coming out of a nod so I haven't been posting much but I did a week long methadone detox and just switched to subs which I had zero problems doing because my methadone usage was so short but now I have to taper the Subs correctly and find things to fill the dope void. I just wanted to say that this site has been great in helping me deal with the EVERYDAY struggle. I have only been posting for like the last 6mths but have been a long time lurker. I just wanted to say that this site has helped me deal with all that comes with this curse of an addiction and that I really hope that I can make this detox stick and learn to stay sober. I LOVE ya all BL and I wish everyone the best.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
Eh okay I guess. Same shit, ya know?
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Yeah I feel that man. My habit is WAY out of control right now (about 80-100mg of Opana per day), but otherwise I'm doing pretty good I guess.

I finally have a potential full time job lined up that I'm hoping to start in about a month, my only problem is I will have to somehow pass a drug test to get the gig :\
 
Do most companies test for methadone now? I guess if youre in a clinic you have script obviously, but im sure even though youre legit your app may find its way to the trash, "methadone" is synonymous with junkie for most people, unfortunately.
 
ohshea said:
Do most companies test for methadone now? I guess if youre in a clinic you have script obviously, but im sure even though youre legit your app may find its way to the trash, "methadone" is synonymous with junkie for most people, unfortunately.
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If the company sends you to an outside test site then they are not allowed to inform the employer about any prescriptions you are taking including methadone. I was a security guard for a car lot and I backed the security vehicle into a post that was shorter then my field of vision from the rear window. There was little to no damage but by policy I had to go take a drug test. The people at the test site broke hippa laws and informed my employer that I was on a medication that might affect my ability to handle heavy machinery. The company tried to get rid of me and I had to have a letter from the clinic saying that I could perform the extreme tasks required of a security guard while on methadone. When I originally got the job I was drinking poppy tea on the regular and failed the pre-employment UA. The clinic I took the test at called me up and asked me what I had been eating and I was prepared with the old poppy seed bagel response. Nothing else was mentioned about my positive test and I got the job. I now have a job that is very dangerous and every company does onsite drug testing and you are not allowed to work while any prescribed narcotic or recreational drug is in your system but the field of work requires heavy insurance and has a high fatality/injury rate.

I also want to second your homemaker comment. For my job I work like 70hrs in a week and then have a week off. I have to handle most of the house keeping during this week and I often watch my 3yr old niece and nephew. It can be very stressful to take care of young kids all day. My job is very difficult and physically strenious but I would have to say sometimes I would rather be at work than stuck with the rugrats.
 
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My vote goes for working full time in a shop instead of watching kids. Being a stay at home dad would be cool but I know me and I would be getting loaded all day and that is no way to be around kids that depend on you.
 
Welderman said:
My vote goes for working full time in a shop instead of watching kids. Being a stay at home dad would be cool but I know me and I would be getting loaded all day and that is no way to be around kids that depend on you.
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I was a stay-at-home dad and just loved being with my kids from day1. I changed more diapers than my soon to be ex-wife ever did but I wouldn't trade those days for anything.The weird thing is, growing up I never really thought about having kids,etc.,and TBH I didn't even like little kids. It's hard to explain the joy they brought me and I'd give anything for a couple of days back when they were little again. Thank God for memories.
 
^ were you using or were you on methadone? I'm sure if I had kids of my own I would feel different but little kids usually bother me if I'm around them too long.
 
Welderman said:
^ were you using or were you on methadone? I'm sure if I had kids of my own I would feel different but little kids usually bother me if I'm around them too long.
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Actually I was.I took a bust(alone,never took my kids coppin) when my oldest was an infant.Went on methadone from there for almost 15 years and never strayed.Could'nt of done it otherwise.
 
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Good luck man.
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Thank you for send well wishes my way. It is much appreciated brotha.

Yeah dealing with kids when you are sick is way to difficult. They have so much energy and need so much attention and developmental help. I always feel a lot worse when I am unable to give my niece the best uncle possible. I couldn't imagine how much more guilty I would feel if it were my own kids. I couldn't live with myself if I wasn't sober or on MMT. I have always held my self to very high standards of social responsibility towards others.
 
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Kids are tough because they are ultra perceptive, along with having almost no filter. Routines, anomalies, they pick up on all that. They'll ask about some marks on your arm in front of the entire family. Let them see you with a needle, every time a needle shows up on TV prepare for "Daddy has one of those." Plus the bullshit you put the mother through, God only knows what she's telling him/her. If the mother's a junky, forget about it, the kids done, they'll be banging up in the same room.
 
porkchops said:
Kids are tough because they are ultra perceptive, along with having almost no filter. Routines, anomalies, they pick up on all that. They'll ask about some marks on your arm in front of the entire family. Let them see you with a needle, every time a needle shows up on TV prepare for "Daddy has one of those." Plus the bullshit you put the mother through, God only knows what she's telling him/her. If the mother's a junky, forget about it, the kids done, they'll be banging up in the same room.
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God this is SO fuckin true i was a nanny for this dude and his kids mother was a total methhead. She used to shoot up while the kid was in the bath cos the room was steamy and would bulge her veins and it was the few moments of the day where the kid would be occupied for a few moments. I said cmon if you need to do your shit let me know and ill watch her, get off the toilet and go in another room., But when she would come over she wanted to do everything and act like a mommy for an hour until she left again for 2-4 days, she didnt like me taking care of her daughter when she would show up.

So anyway this little girl was 2 and would always watch her mom put her arm under the si ks hot water while the girl was in the tub, trying to get her veins to pop. One night it was just me and the girl and she kept running to the bathroom trying to turn the sink on but couldnt reach, so i turned it on for her and got her a stool because she was being SO PERSISTENT. she kept running to the bathroom and would cry when i carried her out.when she finally had the stool and water on she kept puttig one arm under the water im like what the hell is she doing?? She wasnt trying to wash her hand cos when she did shed always point at the soap so i thought maybe she was cold and the water was warm, but if that was it water isnt the first thing you want when cold.

It wasnt until like a week later when her mom was over and in the bathroom and i knocked on door asking if i could grab something and theres the mom w her arm under the sink and a tourney round her arm running it under hot water w the little girl in the tub again did i realize she was trying to mimic what she sees her mom do during bath time. Fucked up aint it
 
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