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I can't wait to get the fuck out of work today. Just not feeling it. Wasgut fuckers?

Exactly how my day was. Not sure why, just wasn't feeling it either. I almost did a burnout with my work boots towards the door once it was time to go.

Anywho, I like those caps. Even though they're only 5mg the powder is super fine.

Yeah, they're pretty great. Not that dusty flower-ish powder from crushing pills too fine, and not grainy like salt. Just perfect.
 
^ There's just so many adults that I interact with on a day to day basis at work, that make me wonder how the fuck they are even alive. Every day, I see and hear some ridiculous things at work. Most of the time I end up leaving just shaking my head.
 
Well? Geesh, what a dead social...

Anyway, hey wiggi, how long did it take for you to adjust to the 20 mgs of methadone from the 180 mgs of oxy?

I'm coming off a heavy H habit, and I've been on the 'done for a month or so (65 mgs now), and I'm still sweating bullets, basically getting full blown WD's, if I don't "supplement" with other opies.
 
Well? Geesh, what a dead social...

Anyway, hey wiggi, how long did it take for you to adjust to the 20 mgs of methadone from the 180 mgs of oxy?

I'm coming off a heavy H habit, and I've been on the 'done for a month or so (65 mgs now), and I'm still sweating bullets, basically getting full blown WD's, if I don't "supplement" with other opies.

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Well? Geesh, what a dead social...

Anyway, hey wiggi, how long did it take for you to adjust to the 20 mgs of methadone from the 180 mgs of oxy?

I'm coming off a heavy H habit, and I've been on the 'done for a month or so (65 mgs now), and I'm still sweating bullets, basically getting full blown WD's, if I don't "supplement" with other opies.
When I went on the 'done it took about 70-100 mgs till it really held me. They let me increase 5 or 10 mg every few days so I think I topped out at 130 but being young and naive I didn't really know what I was getting myself into. If I had to do it over again I would try and not go over 50ish mg, and not " supplement" my dose with other opiates( too much). Once I let the ' done do its job and stayed clean it took about 2 weeks too level off.

My advice would be to try and not supplement your dose too much and maybe increase it 5 or 10 mg and see how that holds you. The dr at the clinic I went to I would tell him every time I used and how I really felt and he adjusted my dose accordingly without judgement.
 
Well? Geesh, what a dead social...

Anyway, hey wiggi, how long did it take for you to adjust to the 20 mgs of methadone from the 180 mgs of oxy?

I'm coming off a heavy H habit, and I've been on the 'done for a month or so (65 mgs now), and I'm still sweating bullets, basically getting full blown WD's, if I don't "supplement" with other opies.

You're stilling feeling like shit on 65mg? Why not up your dose until you're comfortable and then slowly start coming down at a couple milligrams every couple weeks?
 
Well? Geesh, what a dead social...

Anyway, hey wiggi, how long did it take for you to adjust to the 20 mgs of methadone from the 180 mgs of oxy?

I'm coming off a heavy H habit, and I've been on the 'done for a month or so (65 mgs now), and I'm still sweating bullets, basically getting full blown WD's, if I don't "supplement" with other opies.

I never really adjusted to just being on 20mg. It kept me out of WD for a good 14 hours, well enough where I wasn't throwing up and could function. I would wake up every morning in full blown WD and always rushed to the clinic. I was just terrified of increasing my dose because I overdosed twice from methadone and I was convinced that I would be on it for my whole life. I was on it for about a year.

As soon as my parents found out about me relapsing, I switched over to 2mg of bupe then tapered to .125mg and quit within 6 months. Just so I could use insurance to pay for the bupe. Of course I had a good bit of take homes and would end up taking 40mg or supplement with roxies or even buying more methadone. Somehow though, I did not want to get on a higher dose. Looking back at it, I definitely should have done that. Probably 3/4ths of the time, I just took 20mg.
 
jawny B said:
Anywho, I like those caps. Even though they're only 5mg the powder is super fine.

Yeah its nice how fine the powder is. Mixes into a small glass of juice or whatever perfectly to throw straight down the hatch.

I wont be aking the mistake of drinking a mug of milk shortly prior to booting morphine again. Felt crook as shit for 15mins after, initially thinking i was gonna spew.

I get this weird sensation as if my abdominal muscles contract as soon as the morphine rush begins. Its unusual and thats the best i can describe it. Basically what i feel when i say the shot cripples me momentarily after a big shot or afyer s hit following a break from injecting for 5-7 days.

Whatchu fuckers up ta in here?
 
Welderman said:
My advice would be to try and not supplement your dose too much and maybe increase it 5 or 10 mg and see how that holds you. The dr at the clinic I went to I would tell him every time I used and how I really felt and he adjusted my dose accordingly without judgement.


I suppose a large part of my problem is that I ain't exactly good with authority..

For one, my Dr. is kinda a dick. Since I've failed every piss test, I have to keep meeting with him once a week. One of the last times I went in, he said in a really condescending way, "What the hell are you doing here?" That kinda rubbed me the wrong way, so I bursted out with something like, "I'm here because I'm trying to get clean. But hell, I told y'all on my first fucking day here that I've been shooting a gram a day of heroin, and that I need at least 300 mgs of oxycodone just to get out of bed. Maybe if my "doctor" (looking directly at him) knew how to read a mother fucking conversion chart, I wouldn't keep failing the god damned piss tests. I think a better question is, What the hell are YOU doing here, 'doctor'??"

So, anyway, he goes on giving me the BS spiel about, "Well, if you still feel sick, DON'T keep supplementing on your own--you need to tell your counsellor, and she'll arrange for you to have a COWS test (test to see how bad your WD's are), and then we can adjust your dose accordingly..."

And I called bullshit on that. I was like, "Tell my counsellor? So that her lazy ass can put in for the COWS like, 4 days later? And so you can raise my dose another meager ass 5 mgs?"

Then he's all like, "Well, we have rules and regulations on how we dose, here, we can't just..."

"DUDE! At this rate, I won't get the dose I need for another fucking month, anyway. And if I could handle a fucking month of withdrawals, I wouldn't be at a god damned mother fucking methadone clinic--I woulda already cold turkied!"

I have to meet with the cocksucker again on Monday. Just great, ya know? Gotta miss work just so I can get talked down to like a mother fucking six year old for failing a piss test. I mean, if they expect me to pass a piss test before they raise me, it's no fucking wonder that the folks who come in with 50 mg vicodin habits come out with 140 mgs a day in take homes, and the real fucking heroin addicts end up getting dropped because they "lack the will power" to get clean despite being given a " perfectly adequate" (L..O...fucking...L) methadone dose.
 
BA, that sucks that your clinic treats you that way. One would think a methadone doctor would have a little compassion for us junkys.
 
Yeah its nice how fine the powder is. Mixes into a small glass of juice or whatever perfectly to throw straight down the hatch.

I wont be aking the mistake of drinking a mug of milk shortly prior to booting morphine again. Felt crook as shit for 15mins after, initially thinking i was gonna spew.

I get this weird sensation as if my abdominal muscles contract as soon as the morphine rush begins. Its unusual and thats the best i can describe it. Basically what i feel when i say the shot cripples me momentarily after a big shot or afyer s hit following a break from injecting for 5-7 days.

Whatchu fuckers up ta in here?

Lol, that's really funny. That's basically part of my ritual. For some reason I always drink so much milk when I'm high. Heroin and morphine being the most, but any opiates/opiods make me crave milk for some reason. It's soothing. I've been known to put down entire gallons over a couple hours. Sometimes I hit that point where I've had just a little too much, but rarely ever.
 
^ My doctor was very compassionate, but he had his rules and you had to follow them or they would kick you out.

Mine had rules too, and I followed them the best I could so I could have take homes a few times a week. There was no disputing their rules either the last thing you wanted to do was piss off the dosing nurse. She was nice until she was mad.
 
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