holy tits man, has it really been that long since we talked? i mean i guess you're right we prob havent talked since i got off opiates, it just didnt feel that long, Oct 4 was 1.5 years without any. yea ive learned alot over the last few years, ALOT!
thats incredible you remember me gardening, yea man wanted to major in Anth and minor in Botany in order to become an Ethnobotanist bak in the day, and still kinda do but the school im at doesnt offer majors or minors in botany. Not only that but the fact that im 7 years in college and still trucking trying to get a degree for all this debt i have has kinda put a hold on what i WANT and had made me just focus on what i NEED, which right now is to just finish school, hell id like to maybe go back one day and take some botany courses somewhere and further study ethnobotany but right this second it isnt really in the cards i dont think... maybe but prob not.
I liked to tend to the veggies n succh when i was at my parents but i mostly enjoyed looking after my San Ps, morning glories, some Jerryuana (tho i have never truly been succesful with it) and some other things of that nature, but now that i dont live with my parents i mostly only coe over to mow the lawn, i dont really look after the Garden tho my mom still had/has it going strong. Im always down to talk plants tho i just am not working with any right now. tried some potted plant ventures at the apartment but most didnt work out, honestly it was easier giving the plants/garden the proper attention when i wasnt really doing anything but getting high, just had more time on my hands n less stress n things to worry about, sad but ive noticed lately that the majority of time when i have free time i just prefer to veg out n not really do anything (watch tv or BL) but when i was always not doing shit i was always trying to do stuff (workout, garden, interact with people etc) even tho i BL'd alot then too i just had more time it seems like. So yea, the only thing im currently actively take care of are 3 different San Ps, one atleast 4 years old (not sure how old it was when i got it ut i think ive had it 4 years) and over 5.5feet tall that i wasnt able to move out to the apartment, n im not sure what ima do with it cuz my parents kinda want it gone tho they dont care that much (just passively ask me what ima do with it). a large couple year old Aloe Vera, and some other succulents, all really low maintenance shit
anyways, i just popped in her to see what was up, i have terrible "tick" if you will, where everytime i get on the computer, without even thinking about it i instinctively go to BL, but yea anyways i got some studying to do and i wanna get a good amount of it dont for all the adderall wears off "
cant you tell im ramblin"
anyways man, take care
oh n hope all you other socialites are having a good day.
