Last night I broke my mind with nangs. Not in a permanent way.
I had done them before just by themselves, to test the waters. But, I was slighty stoned and it was the most intense headfuck I have ever had. (I havn't done mushies or acid so, there you go.)
The story goes a little like this...
8 of us lined up at the table, all of us doing it for the first time stoned. We all breathed in the no2 at the same time and I was sucked backwards into my head.
My hands felt like they were getting bigger the further back in my head I got. I felt like I was rushing toward an infinite plane, in a loop, the loops were getting longer.
I felt myself start to laugh in slow motion, my eyes could only see things one frame at a time. The balloon slowly came away, and the manic laughter started. I was still drawn back in my heads watching the loops or frames getting streached out further and further, then time started to snap back. I looked around and everyone at the table was laughing manically.
The time loops started getting closer and closer to reality and things started getting back to normal.
It was so unexpected and totally took me back. Throughout the rest of the night, between nangs, we discussed and all developed theories. Here are some...
1. the tuning fork.- When you strinke a tuning fork it vibrates, or rather it oscillates. It oscillates at a high frequency at first and then slows down. Imagine your mind is a tuning fork oscillating so fast, you can hear or see the movement. The nitrous metaphorically places a finger on the tuning fork, slowing it down. You can start to feel the osciallations slow and then start to speed up to normal speed.[this sounds so fucking funny]
2, sound sample.- Your head takes a tiny sample of sound and plays it over and over at incredible speed. It sounds like ringing in your ears because it going so fast. The sample starts to slow and then fades, while this is going on you can still hear the real music if you try. Later in the night the music started to skip, Everyone though they were fucked again, then we realised it was just the music, it proves something im sure.
3. this isn't really a point, later in the night when things mellowed out, you learn to just fly with the feeling, that is not scary, just fun.
Things you learn.(or get a sense of.)
-Infinity
-It helps you get a sense of how time is just imposed on reality
-How complex the brain is, or just how much drugs can mess with your mind.
I think I found it so incredible because nitrous straight is just a mild buzz, when you are stoned nitrous is so much more intense.
Next weeks experiment, nitrous and acid- Any advice?