Ligaturd
Bluelighter
i have already posted another topic in "The Dark Side" but I would like some definitive answers before i go to sleep. I went through detox, i had been primarily been using methadone ( under the 60-70mg blocking dose) for 2 years when.i couldnt get oxycodone. whenever i couldnt get oxycodone ( i had been taking 40-80mgs orally before "vaporizing" 80-120 mgs a day. my methadone use never surpassed 60mgs orally at a time to ensure that i could have anti-anxiety effectw as well as anti- depressant effects feom it. using like thos still allowed me to get a nod from methadone. 4 weeks ago I switched from using methadone to usind Hydromorphone, oxycodone, fentanyl, oxycodone until 4 days before detox which is when i swotched to codeine (4-600:mgs a day for 3 days).
the codeine didnt provide much relief, i was is constant withdrawal. i used alot of ketamine during this time and it seeked to help trendamously with my mood. before detox i used only 20mgs of methadone and was quite affected by it. from my owj subjective experience ot seemed as if the ketamine helped reduce my tolerance quite quickly.
i switched from primarily methadone use to shorter acting opiates/opoids to shorten the physical withdrawal symptomsn..i believe this helped tremendously because the main withdrawal effects only lasted 8 days, after 5 days only the Restless leg syndroms aje constant body aches remained until about 13 days.
after my 8 day detox i immediately started abusing benzos and lyrica to fill the mental/emotional void. after realizing that i was only replacing one addiction with another i talked to my addiction specialist about opiod maintanance therapy l, i quickly just asked him for Naltrexone trying to quiet the voices trying to get me on maintanace drugs.
I went on naltrexone for 4 days, used 4 OC 40's and didn't feel much of anything. i didnt take my Naltrexone that day hoping to feel something and trying to justify it by convincing myself that using when i know the drugs wont work properly will help me tk try to assofiate using drugs with no reward....needless to say, this didnt work ajdbi just craved to use more.
36 ;hours after my last dose of naltrexone I managed to get lyrica, xanac, methadone, codeine, dexedrine, and liquor. ive taken them all except the dexedrine. I am hoping the naltrexone is still working.
I took
20mgs, Methadone
150mgs Lyrica
60mgs Codeine
1mg Xanax
10 shots of ruml
i am just hoping that somebody can assure me that the blocking effect of the naltrexone isbstill working and thatvmybtolerakce to opiates isjtbsobpow now that i am not going to have to worry about not being able to breathe ir.i pass out....
it is a great struggle to stay up and i have a dexedrine if that might helpn
sorry it this is stupid and i am just being paranoid
the codeine didnt provide much relief, i was is constant withdrawal. i used alot of ketamine during this time and it seeked to help trendamously with my mood. before detox i used only 20mgs of methadone and was quite affected by it. from my owj subjective experience ot seemed as if the ketamine helped reduce my tolerance quite quickly.
i switched from primarily methadone use to shorter acting opiates/opoids to shorten the physical withdrawal symptomsn..i believe this helped tremendously because the main withdrawal effects only lasted 8 days, after 5 days only the Restless leg syndroms aje constant body aches remained until about 13 days.
after my 8 day detox i immediately started abusing benzos and lyrica to fill the mental/emotional void. after realizing that i was only replacing one addiction with another i talked to my addiction specialist about opiod maintanance therapy l, i quickly just asked him for Naltrexone trying to quiet the voices trying to get me on maintanace drugs.
I went on naltrexone for 4 days, used 4 OC 40's and didn't feel much of anything. i didnt take my Naltrexone that day hoping to feel something and trying to justify it by convincing myself that using when i know the drugs wont work properly will help me tk try to assofiate using drugs with no reward....needless to say, this didnt work ajdbi just craved to use more.
36 ;hours after my last dose of naltrexone I managed to get lyrica, xanac, methadone, codeine, dexedrine, and liquor. ive taken them all except the dexedrine. I am hoping the naltrexone is still working.
I took
20mgs, Methadone
150mgs Lyrica
60mgs Codeine
1mg Xanax
10 shots of ruml
i am just hoping that somebody can assure me that the blocking effect of the naltrexone isbstill working and thatvmybtolerakce to opiates isjtbsobpow now that i am not going to have to worry about not being able to breathe ir.i pass out....
it is a great struggle to stay up and i have a dexedrine if that might helpn
sorry it this is stupid and i am just being paranoid
