my wish list 28th dec 2010

dear lord, last time i wrote one of these i got everything i hoped for and yes for a while it did make me very happy but some of the things were not to be. hopefully when i write this new one my dreams with be fulfilled once again.

things i want
to spend more time with my mum
for certain friends not to get angry or jealous
for joanne to be the proper friend she once was and sometimes still is
to have my best friend back
to have a new sofa, computer, carpet
to be less angry
to have a nice house away from here
to learn to drive
to have a baby, a little boy that is healthy
to get married
to argue with kierhan less
to love my step daughter as if she were my own
to learn to be more domesticated
to sleep better
to stay away from drugs completely
to stop smoking
to look after money better
to have more money
to make up with my brother who will not talk to me
to rid my life of people who are going to or have hurt me
to redecorate this house before i move into a new one
to learn to appreciate things
to be happy in love
to lose weight and be more healthy
to make my family proud
i may be asking for a lot and i know it is me that has to make it happen but i need the help and the strength from you lord.
amen