I've debated ever writing my shit, but 29yrs of not what has it done for me? Make me such a fuck up that I screw everything up, have no friends and end up emo alot. Maybe if I write it all out, it could help to move on. Though, I know certian people really wouldn't want to know my shit, and I hesitate cause I don't want no fucking pitty or I'm sorry's. Its been 5 years since the bad shit has been gone so I need no pitty or sorry's. I am gonna write it for ME and no one else. Though I guess it would help some of my friends who don't understand me, understand why I am the way I am and my mind set. I will write it in my next entry, cause I need to TRY and eat.... I haven't really eaten much since those 3-4 pickles last weekend and milk each day. I must eat..... next entry I write.
Writing about what I'm going through has helped me greatly so I can truly appreciate what you are doing as well.
It doesn't even matter if anyone reads it. Its good to jot things down as we go through something (no matter how 'trivial').
What's really cool is looking back on past entries and noticing the changes we go through.
I look forward to reading your entries!
It doesn't even matter if anyone reads it. Its good to jot things down as we go through something (no matter how 'trivial').
What's really cool is looking back on past entries and noticing the changes we go through.
I look forward to reading your entries!
