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My presentation of myself

i'll edit out the drug selling bit, even though there is no proof that i really do sell drugs, i COULD be talking shit, but i will edit it out

oh and aveoturbo, good luck with the whole mental issue thing (not calling you a maniac or insulting you, they are mental disorders after all as long as i'm concerned, if they're not, i'm really sorry man)
but yeah, like i said, good luck man, things'll get better, cliche i know, but it's true
i was at rock bottom, like really really deep down, and look at me now, now i'm alright happy, i make music again and i'm really enjoying it
i'm even saving up for this mini DJ thing that i'm gonna use for my hip hop music production, so now i have something to look forward to as well, which is even better, 'cause then you won't fall back to that depression as easily

if you just sit and do what you do and enjoy the most, sure you'll obviously have a great time, but after a while man, you need a change, you need something to look forward to, you feel me on this? or anyone else too
 
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Can you upload to SoundCloud some of the music you do? Would love to here it!

~Aveo

What's SoundCloud? I've never heard of it before.
You see, my best friend and i, we were gonna make a psychedelic/acid rock project, we're both into music and everything, but since we live so far away from each other, it's just too complicated, so once he's found an apartment with the bassist in his band, we'll get back into it
so far i've done all work by myself, the intro, 1 song and a half song that i cba finishing 'cause of my hip hop project

and i'm not one of those white rappers that try to be cool or try to sound black, i do sound black i've heard before though, like my accent, but it might be because i grew up listening to underground detroit hip hop
not a proper genre, just saying i like a lot of detroit rappers

but you see, when my album is done, i'm gonna upload it to youtube, i will give you a link to the channel in a PM

But if you wanna hear our psychedelic stuff, www.youtube.com/thesebastiors
 
yeah i just wanted other people's opinions, i'm not so dumb i can't google what it is
i just want opinions
and yes i'm aware of the fact that i didn't say that but i'm saying it now
 
yes i'm aware of the fact that i didn't say that
the bluelight community is a repository of a ton of useful information and the participants in the community are a source of a great deal more information. but we're not psychic. if you say "what it is", i'm going to take your words at face value and assume that you just want to know what soundcloud is. i helped you with that.

if you want opinions on the soundcloud service, better to ask: "what's your opinion of soundcloud?" be careful when asking for opinions on bluelight because you will get them :)

have you heard of the saying "give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime"? consider it.

alasdair
 
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Hi Sebastian! The beginning of your thread reminded me a lot of my early life - especially the function of the family was always loud and chaotic - a lot of yelling and arguing. I wasn't popular in school, but everyone knew me. My father was around and was very loving. My point is just that there are a lot of people like us and they haven't given up! You shouldn't either. You make a great addition to the gene pool (I hope you know that)
 
yeah i see, it's really not tough growing up like that, i think i said that before here somewhere, but for people that grow up wealthy and get everything they need, they think it's real tough and hard growing up poor with a dysfunctional family

sure it has its ups and downs, sometimes you just can't be fucked with it and you just leave
but really, it's the norm

the gene pool, i didn't quite understand that, what do you mean?

if you're not interested in hip hop, don't bother reading the stuff below this

and hey, if you're like in hip hop (not this new era shit that shouldn't be called hip hop) i'm working on an album.
It's my own style, it shouldn't take too long to finish it
a month tops, i'll prolly be done way quicker though, when them pills are in my system i get real motivated and i just wanna do something y'know, so i make beats and write lyrics, well as for right now, all the beats are done, just gotta fix som a bit, but i'll do that when i'm working on a song that i wanna use that beat for

but yeah, hit me up if you like old school/underground-ish hip hop
like d12 (not underground, i know)
the slim shady EP (EP, not LP, well both kinda but the LP is more clean sounding if you know what i mean)
Proof
those are my main influences
redman and method man too, but those i enjoy more when i've smoked some, i love red's energy and meth's flow and voice, great fucking mix, i it when they make songs together

and i gotta say this, yes, i am white and i do rap, but i don't try to sound black, i sound a little black, well my friends say i sound black
i'm not like, y'know how some people try to sound black and they exaggerate it so much, it's nothing like that
i kinda have the accent em has in the eminem show or the marshall mathers lp
you get the point, i'm not a wigger trying to be black is what i'm trying to say
 
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You mentioned the pills will motivate you - what pills are you talking about? I'm not at all into the musical sounds of hip-hop - the beats, you can call it; Though, im curious what lyrics you write to your songs
 
well it's kinda like old em, about real stuff i've seen but in a humorous way kinda
some of the lyrics is to piss adults off
but i'ma write a serious one about mum and dad and maybe some other stuff too
if you're interested in hearing a song sometime, when the album is done and out, i'll link you

and the pills, it's mainly xanax, klonopin and valium that i like the most
i like nitrazepam too, but not during the day 'cause it makes me drowsy
 
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