Yunai
Bluelighter
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Can’t have the flair set to opioids and Benzos but here we go.
can’t wait for the weekend, will take xans tomorrow and on Sunday.
I’ll also do some edibles later tonight. Last time was a catastrophe. I decarbox.ed hash in the oven for 45 min, then for Infusion I made myself a tea with the decarbox. hash, milk, butter, chocolate bars, etc and let it simmer for ~2hours. I used way too much. I drank all in one go with small sips, after only 20-30 mins I was completely stoned and it got only worse from there. After 1-2 hours I started vomiting 3 times and the whole tea came back up. After that I was sooo high I just fell asleep. Terrible but it was solely my mistake. I underestimated the power of edibles. So if I do it again I will take a fifth or sixth of what I done that first time. I’ll also will let it simmer for much less time. So that hopefully this time I won’t “OD”.
I’ll also shoot up rectally 450mg or Morphine (see my in depth guide on that for reference) but I won’t mix it with xans. I’ll figure out the best option until tomorrow.
Anyway, so much stress, pain and sadness, I can’t wait to relax, have a great warmth and forget all my pain and heartbreak for 2 days
Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted.
Stay safe and I love you all
can’t wait for the weekend, will take xans tomorrow and on Sunday.
I’ll also do some edibles later tonight. Last time was a catastrophe. I decarbox.ed hash in the oven for 45 min, then for Infusion I made myself a tea with the decarbox. hash, milk, butter, chocolate bars, etc and let it simmer for ~2hours. I used way too much. I drank all in one go with small sips, after only 20-30 mins I was completely stoned and it got only worse from there. After 1-2 hours I started vomiting 3 times and the whole tea came back up. After that I was sooo high I just fell asleep. Terrible but it was solely my mistake. I underestimated the power of edibles. So if I do it again I will take a fifth or sixth of what I done that first time. I’ll also will let it simmer for much less time. So that hopefully this time I won’t “OD”.
I’ll also shoot up rectally 450mg or Morphine (see my in depth guide on that for reference) but I won’t mix it with xans. I’ll figure out the best option until tomorrow.
Anyway, so much stress, pain and sadness, I can’t wait to relax, have a great warmth and forget all my pain and heartbreak for 2 days
Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted.
Stay safe and I love you all
