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Opioids My plans for the Weekend :)

Yunai

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Can’t have the flair set to opioids and Benzos but here we go.

can’t wait for the weekend, will take xans tomorrow and on Sunday.
I’ll also do some edibles later tonight. Last time was a catastrophe. I decarbox.ed hash in the oven for 45 min, then for Infusion I made myself a tea with the decarbox. hash, milk, butter, chocolate bars, etc and let it simmer for ~2hours. I used way too much. I drank all in one go with small sips, after only 20-30 mins I was completely stoned and it got only worse from there. After 1-2 hours I started vomiting 3 times and the whole tea came back up. After that I was sooo high I just fell asleep. Terrible but it was solely my mistake. I underestimated the power of edibles. So if I do it again I will take a fifth or sixth of what I done that first time. I’ll also will let it simmer for much less time. So that hopefully this time I won’t “OD”.

I’ll also shoot up rectally 450mg or Morphine (see my in depth guide on that for reference) but I won’t mix it with xans. I’ll figure out the best option until tomorrow.

Anyway, so much stress, pain and sadness, I can’t wait to relax, have a great warmth and forget all my pain and heartbreak for 2 days :)
Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted.

Stay safe and I love you all❤️
 
Hi happy Friday, hoping you find peace of mind

Id be curious to see your morphine guide, you've done that much before? I don't know much about opioids but I feel like half a gram of anything is a lot aside from like gabapentin, mushrooms, kratom, I'm sure there's more
 
Can’t have the flair set to opioids and Benzos but here we go.

can’t wait for the weekend, will take xans tomorrow and on Sunday.
I’ll also do some edibles later tonight. Last time was a catastrophe. I decarbox.ed hash in the oven for 45 min, then for Infusion I made myself a tea with the decarbox. hash, milk, butter, chocolate bars, etc and let it simmer for ~2hours. I used way too much. I drank all in one go with small sips, after only 20-30 mins I was completely stoned and it got only worse from there. After 1-2 hours I started vomiting 3 times and the whole tea came back up. After that I was sooo high I just fell asleep. Terrible but it was solely my mistake. I underestimated the power of edibles. So if I do it again I will take a fifth or sixth of what I done that first time. I’ll also will let it simmer for much less time. So that hopefully this time I won’t “OD”.

I’ll also shoot up rectally 450mg or Morphine (see my in depth guide on that for reference) but I won’t mix it with xans. I’ll figure out the best option until tomorrow.

Anyway, so much stress, pain and sadness, I can’t wait to relax, have a great warmth and forget all my pain and heartbreak for 2 days :)
Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted.

Stay safe and I love you all❤️
450mg of morphine is quite a bit of morphine, be careful especially if using in combination with xanax or other respiratory depressants.
 
Hi happy Friday, hoping you find peace of mind

Id be curious to see your morphine guide, you've done that much before? I don't know much about opioids but I feel like half a gram of anything is a lot aside from like gabapentin, mushrooms, kratom, I'm sure there's more
Sure bro click the link https://www.bluelight.org/community...ctively-the-best-method.956141/#post-16494624
Trust me. Rectal is the best ROA for all opiates that have bad nasal BA and bad oral BA. IV you get 100% BA but it’s not worth it. Every single junkie I ever known their downfall was always once the picked up the needle, so please never ever use the needle. It’s not worth it. Rectally has the second highest BA and it’s much higher than all the other (except for IV ofc - don’t ever IV. Please)) with a great rush, great effects. See my link for the guide for more kindle on how to do it
 
Just took 6mg of xans . Hope won’t fall asleep but 4mg I barely felt. Let’s say. Can’t wait for the warmth, anxiety gone and being relaxed- I am 40 min in in 20-40 min it should peak. Will keep u potted!
 
Just took 6mg of xans . Hope won’t fall asleep but 4mg I barely felt. Let’s say. Can’t wait for the warmth, anxiety gone and being relaxed- I am 40 min in in 20-40 min it should peak. Will keep u potted!

Sometimes I wish I could shut my brain off with a switch and then turn it back on. I try to do that in meditative states but I'm so impatient and sometimes wonder if it's truly worth the time to master something that seems so simple. Apparently a lot of people get addicted to trying to meditate because it can put you in a place that is beyond yourself. Because there is a lot more than out meat bodies, and the sometimes unwelcoming people around us. There is a lot more to this world that we all can access!

Yeah do post, and also do you use when you're near another person? I strongly strongly recommend that someone knows where you are and can wake you up if you fall asleep!
 
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