Dopamineresearch
Greenlighter
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My permanent psychosis & dopamine receptor damage. Drug combo that really ruined life
I want just share my story about being honest, which is why this story is horrible to read. I will tell you something about the drug combo which gave me permanent psychosis and ruined my dopamine receptors (that´s reason to my psychosis or actually all psychotic problems according to neuroscience) and maybe some of my other parts of brain too.
I got diagnosed psychosis and "limitless" schizophrenia both with several (seven doctors least who have tried to heal me with longer term treatment) different psychiatrist.
I will agree with them because since my last trip (year 2014) I have been different reality than what you can call "normal or safe environment".
Pardon my bad grammar.
I have done cannabis and psychedelics quite much since I was 18 years old. That´s always been quite fun and I have spend tons of fun hours with my friends when we have used cannabis or mushrooms. I have done mushrooms 20 times with regular or high doses before my last and final trip, which is actually still going on..
I also have tried ecstasy two times, amfe 5 times max and research chemicals 2 times. (cant say what chemicals because how you can know that without testing kit)
My cannabis usage was quite regular with high dosages. Some times I smoked couple or more months daily, but I was always able to do my work, university studies or high school studies. (last year of high school I was quite high all time, lol, even if this shit is not funny to me anymore because of my illness.)
Well at year 2014 I had very hard last 2 years and much personal shit going on.
Well DRUG COMBO WHICH RUINED MY LIFE, DO NOT USE
**DANGEROUS COMBO -> PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE** 4 or 3 grams of mushrooms, MDMA, Purbe and MAOis ** BRAIN DAMAGE COMBO, DANGEROUS CAUSES PSYCHOSIS AND PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE IF YOU SURVIVE OR INSTANT DEATH**
So I might be stupid but I was not so stupid that I would order a MAOis and MDMA same time. What happened was that I ordered with dealer shrooms and MDMA but I got instead of that was mushrooms with powder which included Purbe (subutex),MAOis and MDMA. **DANGEROUS DON`T USE**
This is not safe combo in any way. It causes instant death or damages your brain pleasure center and dopamine receptors. Dopamine receptor damage is what can cause permanent psychosis.
And as almost all of you know, psychosis is not a funny thing. It´s living hell and suffering every day.
I don´t know how serious brain damage I got but my psychosis is at very serious level shit i´m dealing with.
My mind produces different reality than normally. That has continued now like 2 years every fucking day.
The trip was pretty good when it started, first 4 hours were quite intresting.
The problem is that the trip never really finished properly. I don´t see ripples on walls every day. I have all time since my trip 2014 used neuroleptics like abilify, risperdal and quetiapine (Seroquel)
But I think this reality I´m dealing with is something much more dangerous than normal trip. (i´m too stupid to explain it to you or a psychiatrist)
Sorry about quick writing. This is my first post to here.
If you have something to ask, please do that.
I want just share my story about being honest, which is why this story is horrible to read. I will tell you something about the drug combo which gave me permanent psychosis and ruined my dopamine receptors (that´s reason to my psychosis or actually all psychotic problems according to neuroscience) and maybe some of my other parts of brain too.
I got diagnosed psychosis and "limitless" schizophrenia both with several (seven doctors least who have tried to heal me with longer term treatment) different psychiatrist.
I will agree with them because since my last trip (year 2014) I have been different reality than what you can call "normal or safe environment".
Pardon my bad grammar.
I have done cannabis and psychedelics quite much since I was 18 years old. That´s always been quite fun and I have spend tons of fun hours with my friends when we have used cannabis or mushrooms. I have done mushrooms 20 times with regular or high doses before my last and final trip, which is actually still going on..
I also have tried ecstasy two times, amfe 5 times max and research chemicals 2 times. (cant say what chemicals because how you can know that without testing kit)
My cannabis usage was quite regular with high dosages. Some times I smoked couple or more months daily, but I was always able to do my work, university studies or high school studies. (last year of high school I was quite high all time, lol, even if this shit is not funny to me anymore because of my illness.)
Well at year 2014 I had very hard last 2 years and much personal shit going on.
Well DRUG COMBO WHICH RUINED MY LIFE, DO NOT USE
**DANGEROUS COMBO -> PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE** 4 or 3 grams of mushrooms, MDMA, Purbe and MAOis ** BRAIN DAMAGE COMBO, DANGEROUS CAUSES PSYCHOSIS AND PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE IF YOU SURVIVE OR INSTANT DEATH**
So I might be stupid but I was not so stupid that I would order a MAOis and MDMA same time. What happened was that I ordered with dealer shrooms and MDMA but I got instead of that was mushrooms with powder which included Purbe (subutex),MAOis and MDMA. **DANGEROUS DON`T USE**
This is not safe combo in any way. It causes instant death or damages your brain pleasure center and dopamine receptors. Dopamine receptor damage is what can cause permanent psychosis.
And as almost all of you know, psychosis is not a funny thing. It´s living hell and suffering every day.
I don´t know how serious brain damage I got but my psychosis is at very serious level shit i´m dealing with.
My mind produces different reality than normally. That has continued now like 2 years every fucking day.
The trip was pretty good when it started, first 4 hours were quite intresting.
The problem is that the trip never really finished properly. I don´t see ripples on walls every day. I have all time since my trip 2014 used neuroleptics like abilify, risperdal and quetiapine (Seroquel)
But I think this reality I´m dealing with is something much more dangerous than normal trip. (i´m too stupid to explain it to you or a psychiatrist)
Sorry about quick writing. This is my first post to here.
If you have something to ask, please do that.