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My own killer

BrightEyesIsMe

BrightEyesIsMe

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My mind is spinning
I feel out of control
I just can't seem to keep my feet on the ground
It is like on a ride where it is really fast and everything is blurry
You get dizzy and can't move until it is over
I lay in bed in the night dreaming of everything
Thinking of "what if's, or could have been, or should have been's"
When will the voices stop?
Don't they see they are killing me a little at a time
Is this how it is going to be?
NO!
I will not have this
I am going to be the conquerer
I will over come these horrible feelings
I will beat these questions
The answers will I find...
And if I can't... then I give it all away
The ride will soon end and I will be on track again
But what happens when someone hits the start button again?...
I will just have to guard it a little bit better
This is MY life and nobody can mess it up but...me.
 
I enjoyed this one.. Feels to me as a description of an anxiety attack during a drug trip... Like you have one point of fear and it takes an "answer" to that to kill this anxiety point, but then again, if there is no answer, you can just wait the thing through and it will just go away... Am i close? :)



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Wow, that was amazing. I can't tell you how many times I've been in that exact feeling. and I love the last line. Taking control of your life.. so true.. once you get past that part, the only one who can mess it up is yourself. Nice work
 
Girl,, you are too young to worry about what if's you have what can be and will be! I know the aniexty though very much can relate.. You put it into words well! :)
 
Love it! I feel the pain in your words, and they relate to me on many levels. Very, very nice.
 
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