Well lets see, is this going to be the start of a new me ? ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I think so, i'm telling myself that if & when things get back to normal i will NOT go back to smoking every day. I really want to believe in myself its going to be a test. Since the drought i've spent more time with my family, who know nothing about my addiction thank god if they did i would be packed off to rehab straight away 
I'm doing more things with my beautiful 10yr old daughter, she is really enjoying the time we are spending together 
Don't get me wrong i'm very much a functional addict, very hands on mother but obviously my addiction does eat into family time. So only time will tell my friends !
I think so, i'm telling myself that if & when things get back to normal i will NOT go back to smoking every day. I really want to believe in myself its going to be a test. Since the drought i've spent more time with my family, who know nothing about my addiction thank god if they did i would be packed off to rehab straight away I'm doing more things with my beautiful 10yr old daughter, she is really enjoying the time we are spending together Don't get me wrong i'm very much a functional addict, very hands on mother but obviously my addiction does eat into family time. So only time will tell my friends ! 
