Strawberry_lovemuffin
Bluelighter
I watch movies and I want to
tell my husband how much I love him;
I want to share myself so much, to the depths of my soul
And find out about him,
and his life and thoughts.
I watch movies and I want to help people.
I see people helping people and see
Their lives open up;
and I want to experience that.
I watch movies and I feel
Like I want to be naughty.
I feel lust
and disaster
and chaos
And I love it.
I feel like I want 15 year old boys,
nubile and eager,
Or girlfriends, dark haired, sultry
And full lipped.
When I watch movies I walk paths in my mind
Untravelled
And see parts of myself in every step.
Sorrow when someone dies
And then I want to contact those I love.
Poignancy, in loves lost
And I wonder about mine lost.
I want to feel like a hero
Like them.
Doing large things with my life,
Feeling large things.
Like them
And then I realise
That's just what I'm doing.
And my life
is a movie
my life is this
It's my movie
tell my husband how much I love him;
I want to share myself so much, to the depths of my soul
And find out about him,
and his life and thoughts.
I watch movies and I want to help people.
I see people helping people and see
Their lives open up;
and I want to experience that.
I watch movies and I feel
Like I want to be naughty.
I feel lust
and disaster
and chaos
And I love it.
I feel like I want 15 year old boys,
nubile and eager,
Or girlfriends, dark haired, sultry
And full lipped.
When I watch movies I walk paths in my mind
Untravelled
And see parts of myself in every step.
Sorrow when someone dies
And then I want to contact those I love.
Poignancy, in loves lost
And I wonder about mine lost.
I want to feel like a hero
Like them.
Doing large things with my life,
Feeling large things.
Like them
And then I realise
That's just what I'm doing.
And my life
is a movie
my life is this
It's my movie
