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my mdma "addiction"

F1n1shed said:
Dude i like to play games to , weed is perfect for zoning out and enjoying games and getting lost in it. Of course MDMA would be funner.... but MDMA fucks your shit up.
You want tips? Here's one, brain damage is not fun. And if you are taking 1-1.5 grams of MDMA every week end you can bet you are inducing brain damage/ abnormalities in your brain. I mean you don't need me to tell you that, i bet you can feel it. MDMA is the absolute worst drug to be doing on a normal basis, you may as well do meth ( i'm not joking ). Get your shit together man, if you need to PM you can. But you don't want to end up completely brain dead, Find a new drug to do bro. Trust me
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"The absolute worst drug to do on a normal basis" seems a little much lol it is not nearly as destructive as meth and I think that is an ignorant thing to tell someone. Read this article if you would like, pretty interesting and informative. Don't know if it is reliable but it seems legit http://www.gizmag.com/study-effects-ecstasy/10995/

Weed sounds like a good switch that was a good idea dude. All I'm trying to say is that Molly is really no worse than other hard drugs, moderation and properly testing and the damage is miniscule. I'm interested to know where you saw Molly is the most destructive drug to use regularly, if you can find the link you should post it dude.
 
F1n1shed said:
Dude i like to play games to , weed is perfect for zoning out and enjoying games and getting lost in it. Of course MDMA would be funner.... but MDMA fucks your shit up.
You want tips? Here's one, brain damage is not fun. And if you are taking 1-1.5 grams of MDMA every week end you can bet you are inducing brain damage/ abnormalities in your brain. I mean you don't need me to tell you that, i bet you can feel it. MDMA is the absolute worst drug to be doing on a normal basis, you may as well do meth ( i'm not joking ). Get your shit together man, if you need to PM you can. But you don't want to end up completely brain dead, Find a new drug to do bro. Trust me
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i would love to smoke weed, however i got pop'd with a UA at work for weed, its sad really, two weeks after i had to finally quit smoking i tried molly(i know i have a substance problem), it was some of the best molly I've had, however the guy i got it from is very unreliable(he will try and contact me to see if i want to buy some and not text me back), for a month or so i tried various other molly taking more and more to try and get the same effect i got from my first few times until some one gave me some advice (that should be basic knowledge to anyone who does drugs), he said "dude, don't try and get the feeling you had before, just enjoy the high you've got." that was something i should of known and it has changed the way i do drugs, i set a goal to not do any until September 6th&7th (PAIN IN THE GRASS). have you ever tried spice? that shit fucked me up beyond belief(couldn't remember things both long and short term, i lost my coordination, and it made me twitch randomly). knowing how much it messed me up and how looking back i wish i never did it is going to help me keep mdma at a good level, i never really thought about the damage im doing to myself(i did know about the negative effects and how bad it is two do it every weekend and every once and a while two days in a row) but i never really thought about it pertaining to me. I've been on bluelight all night actively thinking about how i take molly and i think i can dial it back and take back control.

thanks F1N1shed its good to hear from someone who is directly talking to me instead of just reading threads. it makes what i'm doing more real.
 
ohshitebro said:
Exercise is a great idea for sure, deleting your dealers phone number. If it is causing you a lot of problems try an AA meeting. What do you do the other 5 days when u don't roll? If you don't want to completely quit, pick out a day a month u wanna roll and play some games.
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i work 11 hours a day Monday through Friday at a cabinet shop, then i come home and make dinner, relax for i bit before getting ready for bed. on Saturday and Sunday i do things for my dad(hes a quad amputee, so i do all the yard work and all new additions to the house). it keeps me busy and my mind occupied, it also helps that i do most of the work on Saturday after pulling an all nighter on molly(im glad i don't get bad comedowns).
 
ohshitebro said:
I have never met anyone who has gone through physical withdrawals from meth, a lot of emotional damage though. It works on your dopamine which gets drained, and you brain gets used to the stimulation and doesn't produce as much of the chemical naturally so you need the drug for that. It is shitty as hell to kick though! I am not saying you're wrong, but as far as I know, it is not physically addictive.
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List of physical withdrawals (Yeah they're are not near as bad as opiates, but the psychological aspect is insanely terrible)

Shaking or tremors.
Nausea.
Palpitations.
Sweating.
Hyperventilation.
Increased appetite.
People withdrawing from methamphetamine can alternate from wanting to sleep all the time, to not being able to sleep. Withdrawal symptoms can last for several weeks.
 
ohshitebro said:
"The absolute worst drug to do on a normal basis" seems a little much lol it is not nearly as destructive as meth and I think that is an ignorant thing to tell someone. Read this article if you would like, pretty interesting and informative. Don't know if it is reliable but it seems legit http://www.gizmag.com/study-effects-ecstasy/10995/

Weed sounds like a good switch that was a good idea dude. All I'm trying to say is that Molly is really no worse than other hard drugs, moderation and properly testing and the damage is miniscule. I'm interested to know where you saw Molly is the most destructive drug to use regularly, if you can find the link you should post it dude.
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Dude i don't feel like digging up sources but you have to take my word for it. I've been around these threads for a long time, i have done countless hours of reading. I have helped other people etc.

If you are taking 1 - 1.5 grams of MDMA every week end that is worse, than taking 1 gram of meth every week end. I am SURE on that, MDMA is the more neuro toxic substance. Meth is more addicting, but yea don't switch to meth i was just putting into proportion how bad it is doing MDMA that often.






But to the OP, switching one drug for another usually isn't a good idea. But if you must get high , find another drug to use on a weekly basis. You will save your brain from a lot of havoc.
 
The ability to control triply images on MDMA

molly897 said:
yah the addictiveness of the tripping just came from the ability to control it. unlike any other trip from shrooms or acid
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Hey Molly you are so spot on with the control it bit......It's like going to a magic land where you can move and play with the trippy images......Watching clothes pegs on a line turn into YouTube vids that I could start and stop, totally wicked.

I love that space 450 mgs gets me there

Plug 150 wait for a peak then 150 orally followed by another 150 in a couple of hours gets me to trippy fairy land to play

Love it love love it
 
I did 300 mg in total on Saturday and i had a come down off that. If i did 2.7 grams i think the first words out of my mouth the next day would be KILL ME. I don't understand how you feel fine after doing it id be having brain zaps and feeling like suicide
 
Hahah wow I had completely forgotten about this. I haven't been on this site in a while. Guess i was pretty fucked back then haha. Since posting this 3 1/2 years though, I've done mdma maybe 3 or 4 times. Also going through that addiction opened my eyes to my need for health. I now eat an organic paleo-ish diet, sourcing local produce and grass fed meat whenever possible. I vaporize weed, dab bho, and occasionally do acid, but thats it for drug use. I feel that as horrible as the damage i did was, i couldn't be happier that i did it, because i never would have changed my life around like i have now. Its hard to say weather i feel lasting effects or not. I do believe some of my ability to think on my feet quickly has diminished a bit. Theres just a bit of cloudiness that stops me from finding the answer I'm looking for right away. I remember hearing Tech N9ne say the same thing, claiming its why he doesn't freestyle anymore. At the same time though I don't feel seriously damaged, I now spend tons of my time reading up on the scientific side of nutrition and cooking. Not justifying what I did though, as it certainly was bad. And to all the people who thought so, I was definitely not taking mephedrone or anything like that. I know what real mdma feels like, and i was sometimes getting some very high quility m that was in clearish crystal rocks.
 
I was definitely felt like I was addicted to rolling when I first took it. Not physically but yeah mentally.

It was just so much fun and made me feel so good that everytime I tried to go back to 'just' drinking or smoking pot or whatever it felt like it didn't compare.

I found though after a while I got over it and now I only do it every now and then.
 
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