jakesteel98
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Hello! my name is Jake and i want to share my story with someone who might understand it, other than my friends. So, without further procrastination, here is my story.
It was early September and i was chilling with a couple of my friends, lets call them A, AM, R, and B.
A was a regular druggy. Smoked lots of weed, pills, and acid, whatever he could get his hands on. AM and B had done shrooms once before and they said it was awesome. Me and R had never done any drugs before ever. Not even got drunk yet. Anyways A said he could get some Acid (LSD), and we all said we would do it. So over the next week A went out and found some acid from his buddy, Mr. drug dealer and meanwhile I researched the drug. I read tons of stories and experiences and they all sounded cool, except for the bad parts. And before i knew it, it was Saturday night and everyone was at A's house ready to do it. (Oh and by the way, my grandparents had come in from out of town that weekend, but ill touch on that later.)
So after dinner i headed over to A's to meet all the guys. Now I've known A for a long time and always hung-out with him. I knew his house very well, and the basement where we played Xbox for so many years. That's where we all were. In his basement. So when i arrived, R, AM, and A, popped tabs as soon as i walked in. A, being experience took 3 tabs. But before they did, he reminded us that this was the strongest acid he had ever taken. He's done acid about 17 times before this, and he said he's never had something so strong, but we didn't take the red flag, we just kinda pushed the warning sign away.
So, 45 minutes went by and all i remember them saying was how awesome it was. I was playing call of duty (MW3 if anyone wants to know) and enjoying myself. That's when they turned to me and asked if i wanted a tab. And since they were having such a good time, i figured why not? So i held the acid tab in my hand for about 20 minutes and contemplated the goods, and the bads. And this is where i believe i really messed up. I don't think i should have second guessed myself. But i took it anyways. I had it in my mouth and just let it dissolve. it tasted like nothing. About 45 minutes later when i was still playing call of duty i heard some commotion so i turned around to see what it was, AM just fell on his face and B was laughing at him. (By the way B wasn't on acid he had basketball in the morning.)
When i turned back around to return to playing, i was still playing, except i wasn't holding the controller. I was still doing the finger motions that i would be on the controller, just the controller was on the table in front of me. This feeling kinda bothered me, so i figured i'd let someone else play and go see what R was up to. I laid down on the floor next to R. He was moving his hand up and down vertically in front of me. It looked as if it was slow motion, but at the same time, his hand was moving fast. Almost like his hand had a trail. This is where everything got intense, and i lost it.
The next thing i remember was waking up the next day, with all my friends huddled around me asking me if i was okay. I didn't think any of it at the time. Later in the next week i started to piece things together. So this is what i got.
After i "fell asleep" because that is what i felt like happened, i wet my self and started trying to walk out of the room. My friends grabbed me and shut the door. The room began to get really hot. and when i say hot, i mean HOT. it felt like i was in a sweat room. It was so uncomfortable. i just wanted to go into another room. They wouldn't let me, so the only thing i felt was necessary to keep cool was to take my clothes off. So the clothes came off. I laid back down and hit a state of confusion. i only remember asking myself weird questions that didn't make sense to me at the time but were so easy to answer. Questions like "why is the sky blue?" or "how old am i?" these questions boggled my mind and i remember being stuck in a constant loop that i can even begin to explain. It felt like i was going through life and when i died it reset but i could remember the past life and it happened exactly the way it just did again. It lasted for ever and seriously felt like it was never gonna end. My friend that were there tell me i was standing up naked, talking a bunch of babble like "Russell..Rouse..German..Wet..Dry..Cold..David..Josh..Jason..Nissan
GTR...Space..Russell..German..Russian" just completely random stuff for about an hour. I don't remember any of that. Then i blacked out again
This time i awoke and i felt like i was in first person battlefield 3. Like dead serious 1st person. The whole game was in negative (like the color swap negative) bullets flew by in slow motion, i ran slow, id go around a corner and my gun would have trails just like R's hand did. Next i was laying down on the couch, when B put on some music from my iphone. I started to come down, then they put on mad city (Eprom Remix... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CItEvQjMM7I ) This was probably the coolest part of my trip. The room reacted around me, everytime the music switched tones and sound effects, the room did it too. This is the most amazing thing ive ever seen. Ever. When the 8bit sounding part came on the room looked like Mario on the NES. It was Awesome.
the music then changed to a song that i didn't like. Everything changed. I was screaming and punching stuff. I threw my phone and the vacuum. Then i started to fight the fridge. A, AM, B, and R threw me on the couch and held me down. All of my joints began to pop and it was the worst pain ive ever felt in my entire life. I kept telling AM to get off my legs. Finally he did. Everything was so relieved after that. I then felt like i was soaring through space and a rush of confidence hit me like ive never felt before. Pure Victory rushed through me like a wave of constant energy. We felt like the coolest kids on the block and rainbow colors began to fill the room in a kaleidoscopic way and the music was just right to feel awesome, if this was euphoria, then its the best thing ever.
I awoke on the couch. This is when everyone was asking if i was okay. Not knowing what happened at the time i was like " yeah why wouldn't i be? " B had already left and then i saw the floor. Have you ever seen colored carpet? the colors in the carpet looked like little snakes going around to build a little civilization (lmfao) i didnt want to accept it because it just didnt seem real and i couldnt wrap my head around it. I looked at my arm and all over my body and it looked like there were little black bugs all in my skin. You're probably thinking to yourself, why didnt you just forget about them, or thats the dumbest thing ive ever heard, and it is. But thats what i saw. And it wasnt fun. I had to leave A's house and i went back to my house thats only up the road a little. I arrived at my house and everything was cool. I planned on going to sleep as soon as i got back home. I went into my house and walked past my mother and my grandparents that were about to leave. i walked into my room and there was my cat, sitting on the bed looking at me. This is where i lost it again.
She meowed, the words came out of her mouth and wrapped around the room and my whole body. She had huge bug eyes that were pitch black. I left the room to find my whole house going crazy. My TV was wiggling back and forth and my carpet was going crazy like at A's house. I tried to convince my mother that the floor was moving because of some crazy bullshit that made no sense at all. She then looked at me close and asked me what i was doing at A's house last night. I said nothing and she made me look in the mirror. My pupils took up my whole eye. Not even kidding. It was pitch black. No white at all. I had to tell her that i took acid because honestly i was scared. So i told her and she told me to lay down and we'd talk later. My stupid self said this "But..the buggies in my arm will make the house do it too." Dont laugh! i was out of it completely. so blah blah blah we sat down she calmed me down, and nothing really happened after that. she just told me not to do it again, or there would be consequences.
So that's my story. i felt like shit the next day and then i was fine.
To this day i still dont remember a lot from that night. Im sure i left out a lot but thats what i got. i feel that i cannot remember much from the past anymore. I plan to do shrooms soon, but not a lot just a few, like 3 pieces. i dont think ill act the same as i did on acid, but is there anything i should know before i do them? Let me know about your trip experience below and can anyone explain why i blacked out, but still moved around unconsciously? Thanks!
It was early September and i was chilling with a couple of my friends, lets call them A, AM, R, and B.
A was a regular druggy. Smoked lots of weed, pills, and acid, whatever he could get his hands on. AM and B had done shrooms once before and they said it was awesome. Me and R had never done any drugs before ever. Not even got drunk yet. Anyways A said he could get some Acid (LSD), and we all said we would do it. So over the next week A went out and found some acid from his buddy, Mr. drug dealer and meanwhile I researched the drug. I read tons of stories and experiences and they all sounded cool, except for the bad parts. And before i knew it, it was Saturday night and everyone was at A's house ready to do it. (Oh and by the way, my grandparents had come in from out of town that weekend, but ill touch on that later.)
So after dinner i headed over to A's to meet all the guys. Now I've known A for a long time and always hung-out with him. I knew his house very well, and the basement where we played Xbox for so many years. That's where we all were. In his basement. So when i arrived, R, AM, and A, popped tabs as soon as i walked in. A, being experience took 3 tabs. But before they did, he reminded us that this was the strongest acid he had ever taken. He's done acid about 17 times before this, and he said he's never had something so strong, but we didn't take the red flag, we just kinda pushed the warning sign away.
So, 45 minutes went by and all i remember them saying was how awesome it was. I was playing call of duty (MW3 if anyone wants to know) and enjoying myself. That's when they turned to me and asked if i wanted a tab. And since they were having such a good time, i figured why not? So i held the acid tab in my hand for about 20 minutes and contemplated the goods, and the bads. And this is where i believe i really messed up. I don't think i should have second guessed myself. But i took it anyways. I had it in my mouth and just let it dissolve. it tasted like nothing. About 45 minutes later when i was still playing call of duty i heard some commotion so i turned around to see what it was, AM just fell on his face and B was laughing at him. (By the way B wasn't on acid he had basketball in the morning.)
When i turned back around to return to playing, i was still playing, except i wasn't holding the controller. I was still doing the finger motions that i would be on the controller, just the controller was on the table in front of me. This feeling kinda bothered me, so i figured i'd let someone else play and go see what R was up to. I laid down on the floor next to R. He was moving his hand up and down vertically in front of me. It looked as if it was slow motion, but at the same time, his hand was moving fast. Almost like his hand had a trail. This is where everything got intense, and i lost it.
The next thing i remember was waking up the next day, with all my friends huddled around me asking me if i was okay. I didn't think any of it at the time. Later in the next week i started to piece things together. So this is what i got.
After i "fell asleep" because that is what i felt like happened, i wet my self and started trying to walk out of the room. My friends grabbed me and shut the door. The room began to get really hot. and when i say hot, i mean HOT. it felt like i was in a sweat room. It was so uncomfortable. i just wanted to go into another room. They wouldn't let me, so the only thing i felt was necessary to keep cool was to take my clothes off. So the clothes came off. I laid back down and hit a state of confusion. i only remember asking myself weird questions that didn't make sense to me at the time but were so easy to answer. Questions like "why is the sky blue?" or "how old am i?" these questions boggled my mind and i remember being stuck in a constant loop that i can even begin to explain. It felt like i was going through life and when i died it reset but i could remember the past life and it happened exactly the way it just did again. It lasted for ever and seriously felt like it was never gonna end. My friend that were there tell me i was standing up naked, talking a bunch of babble like "Russell..Rouse..German..Wet..Dry..Cold..David..Josh..Jason..Nissan
GTR...Space..Russell..German..Russian" just completely random stuff for about an hour. I don't remember any of that. Then i blacked out again
This time i awoke and i felt like i was in first person battlefield 3. Like dead serious 1st person. The whole game was in negative (like the color swap negative) bullets flew by in slow motion, i ran slow, id go around a corner and my gun would have trails just like R's hand did. Next i was laying down on the couch, when B put on some music from my iphone. I started to come down, then they put on mad city (Eprom Remix... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CItEvQjMM7I ) This was probably the coolest part of my trip. The room reacted around me, everytime the music switched tones and sound effects, the room did it too. This is the most amazing thing ive ever seen. Ever. When the 8bit sounding part came on the room looked like Mario on the NES. It was Awesome.

I awoke on the couch. This is when everyone was asking if i was okay. Not knowing what happened at the time i was like " yeah why wouldn't i be? " B had already left and then i saw the floor. Have you ever seen colored carpet? the colors in the carpet looked like little snakes going around to build a little civilization (lmfao) i didnt want to accept it because it just didnt seem real and i couldnt wrap my head around it. I looked at my arm and all over my body and it looked like there were little black bugs all in my skin. You're probably thinking to yourself, why didnt you just forget about them, or thats the dumbest thing ive ever heard, and it is. But thats what i saw. And it wasnt fun. I had to leave A's house and i went back to my house thats only up the road a little. I arrived at my house and everything was cool. I planned on going to sleep as soon as i got back home. I went into my house and walked past my mother and my grandparents that were about to leave. i walked into my room and there was my cat, sitting on the bed looking at me. This is where i lost it again.
She meowed, the words came out of her mouth and wrapped around the room and my whole body. She had huge bug eyes that were pitch black. I left the room to find my whole house going crazy. My TV was wiggling back and forth and my carpet was going crazy like at A's house. I tried to convince my mother that the floor was moving because of some crazy bullshit that made no sense at all. She then looked at me close and asked me what i was doing at A's house last night. I said nothing and she made me look in the mirror. My pupils took up my whole eye. Not even kidding. It was pitch black. No white at all. I had to tell her that i took acid because honestly i was scared. So i told her and she told me to lay down and we'd talk later. My stupid self said this "But..the buggies in my arm will make the house do it too." Dont laugh! i was out of it completely. so blah blah blah we sat down she calmed me down, and nothing really happened after that. she just told me not to do it again, or there would be consequences.
So that's my story. i felt like shit the next day and then i was fine.
To this day i still dont remember a lot from that night. Im sure i left out a lot but thats what i got. i feel that i cannot remember much from the past anymore. I plan to do shrooms soon, but not a lot just a few, like 3 pieces. i dont think ill act the same as i did on acid, but is there anything i should know before i do them? Let me know about your trip experience below and can anyone explain why i blacked out, but still moved around unconsciously? Thanks!