Thanks there taper suggestion VE, I'll give it a shot starting in the morning. I'm getting maybe an hour sleep last and tonight but waik up as I'm still flailing all over the bed involuntarily. Kratom and a xanax get me another few minutes. All though I suppose I jumped off at an extremely high dose. But God lord is it difficult.
I'm definitely noticing small strides, for days 2-5 I would see violent red colours when my eyes were shut. Now it's more of a soft yellow. Very difficult to explain..... Regardless I'm in this for the long haul.
I'm reading your while story VE, of your past failed attempts and stories... It's keeping me going. How are you feeling these days? With some paws time under your belt?
I'm definitely noticing small strides, for days 2-5 I would see violent red colours when my eyes were shut. Now it's more of a soft yellow. Very difficult to explain..... Regardless I'm in this for the long haul.
I'm reading your while story VE, of your past failed attempts and stories... It's keeping me going. How are you feeling these days? With some paws time under your belt?