oshkoshthejosh
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 26, 2013
- Messages
- 3
After plenty of procrastination I've finally gotten around to making an account here. Drugs are a integral part of my life and experimenting with drugs is one of my biggest interests. I had my first experiences with drugs and alcohol at the age of 16 with smoking marijuana and drinking socially for the first time. Still that was as far as I had gone. When I was 18 though and at college I had my first time trying other drugs, starting with mephedrone; Molly, vicodin, codeine, bkmdma, and others. My issue at that time is that I didn't know what I was doing, had no self control and let my drug usage quickly spiral out of control. When I was 19 I tried mushrooms and had my greatest experience ever with any mind altering substance in which I consumed an 1/8th with 2 of my closest friends also having an 1/8th and did some nude gallery body painting and had a very beautiful and sensual connection with one of them who we'll call b during the trip. On the come down though I did realize that I had let my drug usage control me instead of the other way around. This led me to taking a break from drugs until this past fall (I'm now 20) in which I tried lsd as an attempt to break up a minor depression that I had fallen into and get myself out of that rut in my life. And it actually did, I felt alive again, and it improved my relationship with my high school sweetheart that had kind of fallen off quite a bit when I was binging on drugs at the start of college. Since then though I've been showing drugs more respect and it's actually been good for me. My main reason for joining blue light is to educate myself more about drugs, have a forum of like minded individuals to talk to, and continue to balance my drug use with my life and relationship. Thanks for anyone who read this and I hope to be a big contributor here going forward 
