1500 Purchased 4 .2 pointers on 9/11/11. Tolerance near 0% as last use of opiates occurred 3.5 months previously. Although overweight, no significant health problems. Dealer was puking uncontrollably. He said be careful.
1800 insuffulated .025 g, extreme euphoria and about 99.5% high. fentanyl suspected.
1825 Stupidly inject .3 g filter sterilized and washed and proceed to massively OD with no sitter. (I do not know why I did this, I was already amazingly high, wtf was I thinking)
0600 no call no show @ work
1000 friend calls parents and tells them to check on me ASAP!
1100 no response at apartment, parents break in to find son non-responsive very shallowly breathing and hypoxic. EMS called.
1130 o2 levels low, breathing and vitals barely detectable. rushed to ER.
1200 toxicology shows opiates, narcan administered.
1220 post ictal self finds right arm to be paralyzed, ears not working, and legs screaming in pain due to massive seizure at some point during overdose. significant muscle tearing had occurred.
1221 belligerently fights off 3 cops, 2 nurses and one 6'5" father while screaming "What have you fuckers done to me!?"
1225 sedated with unknown agent, and med-evacd to larger city hospital.
spends next 4 days in ICU still nodding off. catheterized, ct and mri looking for stroke. some pt and ot for arm, which has about 25% function. hearing about 30%.
09/15/11 transferred to psychiatric for substance abuse.
Kiss ass and very polite(i had already seen one flew over the cuckoos nest. caution heeded), released to parents care on 9/18.
Right arm at 65% functionality, coming back slowly. ulnar nerve damage, pinky and ring finger numb/pins and needles, same for arm above the elbow.
Hearing muffled and distorted but at about 70-80% functionality.
Well chaps, it was a good run. But I will never do heroin again, as playing guitar, my hearing, and my fucking arm and life are worth more to me.
Heroina, why'd you have to kiss me so sweetly only to bite my lip and be unfaithful?
Dear... do please fuck yourself right off.
1800 insuffulated .025 g, extreme euphoria and about 99.5% high. fentanyl suspected.
1825 Stupidly inject .3 g filter sterilized and washed and proceed to massively OD with no sitter. (I do not know why I did this, I was already amazingly high, wtf was I thinking)
0600 no call no show @ work
1000 friend calls parents and tells them to check on me ASAP!
1100 no response at apartment, parents break in to find son non-responsive very shallowly breathing and hypoxic. EMS called.
1130 o2 levels low, breathing and vitals barely detectable. rushed to ER.
1200 toxicology shows opiates, narcan administered.
1220 post ictal self finds right arm to be paralyzed, ears not working, and legs screaming in pain due to massive seizure at some point during overdose. significant muscle tearing had occurred.
1221 belligerently fights off 3 cops, 2 nurses and one 6'5" father while screaming "What have you fuckers done to me!?"
1225 sedated with unknown agent, and med-evacd to larger city hospital.
spends next 4 days in ICU still nodding off. catheterized, ct and mri looking for stroke. some pt and ot for arm, which has about 25% function. hearing about 30%.
09/15/11 transferred to psychiatric for substance abuse.
Kiss ass and very polite(i had already seen one flew over the cuckoos nest. caution heeded), released to parents care on 9/18.
Right arm at 65% functionality, coming back slowly. ulnar nerve damage, pinky and ring finger numb/pins and needles, same for arm above the elbow.
Hearing muffled and distorted but at about 70-80% functionality.
Well chaps, it was a good run. But I will never do heroin again, as playing guitar, my hearing, and my fucking arm and life are worth more to me.
Heroina, why'd you have to kiss me so sweetly only to bite my lip and be unfaithful?
Dear... do please fuck yourself right off.
