God is you. God is me. God is the "wind beneath the wings" of every single one of ALL the uncountable particles, sub-particles, quarks, forces, energies, galaxies, stars, dimensions, brains, awarenesses in existence.
It's all rather simple really. Simple and touching. God is the single solitary original One Mind that floated alone among all the eternities for ever and ever. And then at some "point", for reasons we can never comprehend, he suddenly realized He was all alone... and lonely... so... HE DREAMT ALL THIS SHIT UP! Yes, we are nothing more (and nothing less) than God's Big Dream to keep himself from feeling so alone. That's why He loves us. And that's why you should love Him: because he dreamt us all up in order to not so feel so alone. It's really all rather simple.
Yea, I bet you do believe some rather extraordinary things being a Mormon. Silly things. Ridiculous things. Made up by a silly self-obsessed man.
You should definitely take some LSD one of these days. But only when you feel you are are ready to loose all of your silly illusions that you cling to like a security blanket, and just walk right up to God and give Him a big wet sloppy kiss. It's all He really wants, but feels it's important to both you and Him to leave the initiative up to you. It's all really rather simple.