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My first time Ex story + Some questions!

soinamity

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Before answering any of my questions with a question please read ALL of the text. :)

Hello everyone, this is my first time on the website and i decided to make an account and post my story/experience just to talk with all of you wonderful people.

Before we begin I would like to say that I consider myself to be an experienced um...individual. I've never once had a bad trip and I've never lost control over a trip. I am able to handle large amounts of substances and am still able to maintain a complete coherent state of mind (except for on lsd). That being said I'd like to tell you my story and hear your feedback.

Lets begin! (I'll try to keep it short)

Yesterday was my first day ever taking ecstasy. I bought 2 purple pistols and only consumed one. I had no idea what to expect for the trip but was ready for anything. I put it in my mouth and it taste horrible! So I did the smartest thing I could of done and chewed it... (lol) After finally managing to stop making this poker face in front of this extremely cute girl and swallowing the bits of the pill. We went on to go back to our friends apartment.
On the car drive there I noticed a sensation going on with my eyes (sorta felt weird) it was extremely light, but I believe it affected me in a way that shrooms affects you. The shadows all around became more bold, and some colors were more pretty. Keep in mind this was very light, not as intense as shrooms. Just using it as an example to help you understand.
So that was the first thing I noticed.
(about 18mins later)
The next was my tummy. It began to feel the like I had butterflies in it, and, this was a very light/low-mild sensation. In my mind I thought oohhh!! so that's what I'm in store for. Almost 6 minster after I felt my teeth. The sensation here was very apparent, but it was not irritating. My teeth (more specifically towards the back) felt like oh, whats the word for it, the felt like shards of ice, covered with diamonds, white, smooth, and almost some sort of "locking" sensation. I kept wanting to have them rub against each other, but I figured that would be bad so I resisted. As I stated before, this feeling was not irritating.
So we arrive to my friends apt, and the first thing I want to do is talk to everyone and say hello to all the people in his apt. He was having a party and there were so many people I didn't know, so i was overly enthused to meet each and every one of them. I was extremely happy and my self esteem skyrocketed. I was no longer shy to talk to the cute girl i was driving around with, and I was not nervous to talk to the strangers in the apt. I honestly almost began to hug them from just how happy I was. The sensation in my tummy grew probably 8% by this time. (as a guide lets say, 100% tummy sensation is = to, me feeling like I'm about to explode rainbows and bunnies) so yeah, I'm about maybe a total of 27%
We spent the night looking at the moon outside in lawn chairs, playing beer pong, and just talking. I got to meet a lot of new people and I think this day could of very much have been ONE of the greatest days in my life. (I'm currently 21, attending college, average guy) We played music and we all danced, and I am a very shy person, but last night I moved with 0 fucks to give. Everyone smiled and we all laughed. Some were drunk as hell, others were stoned, and maybe 3 of us were on E.
As i looked into my lady friend's eyes, all I saw was black. Well, I guess, there was a very thin layer of brown along the outside, but her pupils were covering most of her eyes. In return, she told me I looked perfectly fine. I checked the in mirror and my pupils weren't like hers. This did not bother me, I actually was pleased to see that I looked fine but was, extremely talkative, very happy, thirsty, kinda hot, and had about a nice 27% tummy/body high.
All in all, I can relate this (ecstasy) to Acid. Just without the visuals. Also, when I'm on acid, I struggle to explain things. (new story for another time) they both felt like the same thing to me. Just with a slight variation. I ended up staying awake all night, and its actually now 2:42pm and I haven't slept yet. I noticed a slight headache creeping on me at about 11:30am, and I knew it was for the simple fact that I hadn't eaten anything for say... 20hrs. I didn't have an appetite and all of a sudden I started to feel sad. I cant explain why, but the joy that I felt was gone, and I went from happy to normal to depressed. Logically I thought, oh! this must be a side effect of coming off the E. So I didn't/ and still am not/ letting it get to me. Anyways, once I realized I was getting a headache I forced myself to eat a bowl of left over spaghetti. I could only eat about half of it before I ended up letting the noodles sit in my mouth. And just a side note, it taste like toothpaste. Very nasty toothpaste, not minty at all. And, just now as I type this my dad came into my room and I didn't want to look him directly into his eyes, so I'm assuming I'm slightly paranoid? (i don't want him to know I did E.) Even though my friend told me I looked normal, and i confirmed it myself. I still didn't want to make eye contact. That's interesting...
This concludes my story (don't go yet) and i hope you enjoyed it! Now I pose a question for you.
With this being my first time taking E. And only reaching a body high of what I claim to be about 27% based off my scale. Was 1 pill not enough to reach say, 50% ? Or did I consume it incorrectly? Could it be that I have a high tolerance because of the substances I've done in the past? or would you say that I had a good, above average, or amazing, experience with E considering I only had 1 pill? A side note, 8 days ago I took 3 tabs of Acid. Does that have anything to do with it also? How do you recommend me taking my 2nd pill? When is the earliest you would recommend me taking my 2nd pill? What other things could I experience while on E? (aside from OEV's)


Additional notes:
Im 6'1 - 140lbs
Am not taking any medication
Other substances I've done: Shrooms, Acid, DXM, Molly (it was bad molly, never again will I do it although i hear; E = Molly?)
Am extremely fit/healthy

Side note if you were curious:
Immediately after i finished eating the toothpaste spaghetti my headache went away.
My room is slightly wobbly, why is that? Isn't that supposed to happen while I'm coming up/ @ the peak. I have a slight head rush.
I'm no longer sad/depressed. (only lasted for about 3hrs)
 
Sounds like when iv rolled on too lower dose to hit full effects, but still feel extremely good, talkative and loss of inhibition.

Surprised you didn't get tempted to pop the other pill! Nice self control.

If I were you I'd try 1 and a half next time and see how you go. (If the same strength/batch) Mind you, you say you were drinking which can diminish the roll somewhat. Don't drink alcohol next time and take on an empty stomach.

As for comparing to acid, iv only done acid once but I wouldn't say they are that similar really. In my experience anyway.
The acid shouldn't of affected the roll too much at all. They work with dif receptors or something, look it up plenty of information on this board.

Standard advice on when to go again would be at least 1 month, the longer you wait the better it should be (in theory)
Give yourself a chance to repair and rebuild serotonin.

Molly is E, they are both MDMA. Only dif is one is crystal the other is pills.
Pills are often cut with other stuff which can be good or bad. Ie I'm quite happy for my pill to have some speed in it.

Buy a test kit and test your gear.

How you're feeling now is completely normal.

Hope I helped...
 
Yes you helped a lot. Thank you. I hope you enjoyed my story also.
Yeah, I'd like to believe I have nice self control. Although I was tempted to take the 2nd pill. Even my friends were telling me to but I just didn't. Primarily because this was my first time taking E and I want to know what I was getting myself into.
Any recommendations on how I should take it next time? I was just reading online and it seems like people are going crazy about "plugging" it, and, honestly i don't think I'm about that life. Its not that big of a deal lol. Your thoughts on plugging and how to take? and any other things i can expect to experience?
 
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Just chew it or swallow it.

You could plug it or crush it and snort it, there's lots of threads on here about this issue. But really do you wanna be sticking it up there (I don't lol) and snorting gives shorter lasting effects and a nasty sting with it, although from what iv read it has it's positives too, iv honestly never felt the need to dose any other way than the conventional. Best thing you can do is just read and read and do your research then go from there.
 
Yeah i agree. I've been researching for the past 6 hours. just a lot of mixed reviews and personal preferences.
My walls are slightly dancing still....
 
I lolled when you chew it down... I always think the easiest way would probably chugging it down with water. :p

But man , next time don't drive. its quite dangerous and you may never know what might or will happen.

IMO the headaches are probably just a manifestation of your hunger. Since you've been up all night and haven't really had any food while your in the party ( i suppose, can't really eat anything while im rolling )

If you want to follow up your dosage my suggestion is to take it 30 mins - an hour when you felt the effect.

and I agree with Paulo. Alcohol and E doesn't really mix well.
 
Wait a couple months, that's gonna be the recommended time frame by most I'd imagine.
Welcome welcome. :) MDMA is great right?! You should make it thru the comedown pretty easy little buddy.

I think LSD and MDMA to be completely different, but that's like.. Your.. Opinion man.

Yeah try to find those imprints on ecstasydata or pill reports.

Owning a test kit wouldn't hurt.

Edit : I once heard that you have never lived unless you had an anal bleaching while on a couple e's(MDMA).

Food for thought.
 
Nice story thanks for sharing. I took a pill my first time. Sounds like yours might have been made with a bit of speed if your appetite and sleep were so drastically affected. I remember similar effects and my heartrate noticeably increasing when I rolled off my speedy pill. This was much less noticeable on the 2 last occasions Ive rolled, with powder molly.

I could understand how you guys would say alcohol might diminish ecstasys effects somewhat, but my best time with ecstasy was 3 or 4 good size hits of molly while drinking beer and tossing the vodka bottle around. It was a great social experience, suddenly even something as mundane as playing multiplayer stuff on PS3 was suddenly almost exhilirating. We had a blast. Sleep came easy and the next day was free of any brain cloudiness. I really doubt we would have had that good a time on booze or ecstasy alone. I wasnt paying for the molly either time though, which might significantly affect my decision to mix multiple molly hits with a numbing dose of booze... Anyway, all this molly talk has me thinkin about giving my old pal a call tomorrow and placing a small order, heh heh.

As for acid and ecstasy similarities, I dont see them being too alike on higher doses. Ecstasy is a sort of social euphoric thing while acid is a mind grabbing, "trip." I do tend to get a strange libido increase from LSD like ecstasy, which I dont believe is too common.
 
wait so you want me to try to mdma in the poop shoot? and i've read everyones comment thank you all for your input!
@darkplant. I agree on higher doses LSD is like... Lets just said i saw the titans from "Attack on titan" in my room, full out action 3d. and I don't think mdma can give me that. XD nice chatting with you all!! You're all so amazing.
 
From your description, it sounds like you were rolling, just not very hard. Attempt to get some tested pills or molly. You just really cant go wrong with a test kit, much greater peace of mind. There are some nasty chemicals out there, especially the piperazine family. But assuming that you have clean stuff, try between .15 and .2 of molly or 1 and a half or 2 pills. This is about an average dose for most users, imho. It should give you the experience you're attempting to achieve.

Also, I think some people might agree here, when you actually do roll, you will be at 100 percent "tummy sensation" and may very well be exploding both rainbow and bunnies, as well as possibly unicorns, pixie dust, raver candy and absolute pure unadulterated fabulousness. And the first time you roll hard, it should definitely sit you on your ass for a minute. Kinda rattle your senses for a second.
 
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