My First Posting here...

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

I dunno what to make of it.. ramblings i guess...
have you ever spent the night laying next to someone
doing nothing sexually
but waking up feeling so satisfied
with everything in life
as long as that person is there with you
i rested my head on your chest
feelin you heart beat against me
my fingers interlocking with yours
kissing each one as i put your hand to my lips
i look into your eyes
i cant read your thoughts
but i can feel what you feel
just by looking into your eyes
i squeeze your hand tight
tears fill up in my eyes
i wonder
what posessed me to ever hurt you
im sad
even knowing you forgive me
the pain lingers in my heart
i dont know what to feel
part of me wants to say "im sorry" 100 times
another part wants to cry untill my chest hurts
i close my eyes and hold your body close
my mind is empty
your body is so small
and your heart so big
full of love for me
that i know is sincere
how could i do this
how could i attempt to break something
so right, so fufilling to my life
what would i do with out you
i slide my hand over your chest
i know you know im sorry
i know you know im scared
i know you know how to fix it
just being by your side i feel safe
im not scared to love you
your words give me hope
im not afraid to believe you
if i could have frozen time
i would have frozen it when my body touched yours
when i felt all the pain disapear
and your love covered and saved me
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~*P*L*U*R*~
Smoochies, Glitter and Lollies ~
~*Princess www.NJGTS.com
*Don't frown, 'cause you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile*
[This message has been edited by Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR (edited 21 September 2000).]

 

[writnpage]

That's very very very beautiful. I love the fact that you words deliver your emotions so clearly. I admire people who are NOT afraid of showing how they really feel, but more than that, I admire the fact that you are clear about how you feel and then deliever them so smoothly.
Thanks and much loves,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
[This message has been edited by writnpage (edited 21 September 2000).]

 

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

aww *blushing*
thank u that means a lot to me
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~*P*L*U*R*~
Smoochies, Glitter and Lollies ~
~*Princess
www.NJGTS.com
*Don't frown, 'cause you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile*

 

[NJshygirl]

wow i know exaclty what you mean and i definitely understand the feeling that you were describing there. that was beautiful, maybe you should post here more often

xoxo
christine