My friend came over at around 10:00pm and we dropped. We have these green hearts, with white specks in them and they tasted really bitter. We started with one each. After and hour or so I felt a little energized, and some adrenaline rushes, but I wasn’t quite tripping the way I thought I would. So I cut another pill in half and smoked some weed, trying to get some kind of desired effect. It should be noted that I’m on ssris and they dull the trip, I’ve heard. I don’t really have an entire grasp on time of the whole night, but at one point my friend, J, also took another half a pill. He didn’t really want to smoke weed, I guess so he could feel the exact effect of what was going on. I think weed goes hand in hand with tripping. But to each their own.
So for a while we were just a little buzzed, listening to music, and watching the itunes visualizer, we could not hold our concentration on one show though, we just kept switching through things, kind of rediscovering things. First we watched Adventure time, then Wonder Showzen, which was a little to much to watch, so after the first episode I asked to watch something else, and we did. We got some pillows and lid on the floor with all the regular lights off and some black lights on and watched heavy metal.I kept getting distracted and going to my room so smoke more weed and watch the itunes visualizer. J would eventually come find me in my room jamming tunes and remind me that we were watching a movie in the living room. I still wasn’t peaking but I was getting there. We went into the living room, and while on the floor again I started to see how bright and awesome the colors were. The black lights were glowing purple and pink on the ceilings and my eyes were starting to wiggle. I played and chewed on a glow stick and I remember that everything was starting to look and feel really satisfying.
After watching about a quarter of heavy metal, we decided to watch Across the Universe while we peaked. I remember just being so impulsive, like, if I thought about an old cartoon when I was a kid, I have to watch it now because it just sounded so good and funny. I was giggling and tripping in my own head a lot, because my friend J is a pretty just-to-himself kind of guy. I would giggle at how fucked I felt. But it was good, no anxiety what so ever. We kept turning off the movie and going to my room so I could smoke weed and we watched the visualizer again for a while. Songs sounded drippier, and it was like re hearing them for the first time. I could hear parts of songs that I previously couldnt, and everything sounded an octave lower. It was great though I was really enjoying it.
While going back and fourth between music and movies, my friend J and I would have funny conversations that made me laugh, I was wanting to go deeper and trippier with our ideas, into my mind, but he wasn’t really feeling it like I was. I guess maybe because I had smoked some weed too. But I really enjoyed them anyway, because J is a particularly funny guy and can keep me entertained.
Textures were more textured, colors were more colored, things were bright and funny. The only thing that was bumming me out was coming down, but then I would have little waves of peaks, and by the time my energy ran out I was ready to come down. The come down was a little speedy I have to say. My jaw was clenched so I would just let me jaw drop and hold it up with something. I drank lots of water through the night, and had one good meal during the day so the come down wasn’t to bad. Pretty tired today thought because I went to sleep at like, 8 or 9. Could not, would not, sleep, ever, for never ever. I”m just going to try and relax in bed
So Mad Conductor is on Saturday, and I’m going to do it again for that, and then thats it for me and ecstasy. I can see why people try it but I don’t see the whole addictive appeal. I’ll stick to weed thank you veryyyyyyy much.
alright, take it easy, stay in school, if you do drugs, be safe, and always remember to research what ever the hell you’re doing. These forums are a great resource!
So for a while we were just a little buzzed, listening to music, and watching the itunes visualizer, we could not hold our concentration on one show though, we just kept switching through things, kind of rediscovering things. First we watched Adventure time, then Wonder Showzen, which was a little to much to watch, so after the first episode I asked to watch something else, and we did. We got some pillows and lid on the floor with all the regular lights off and some black lights on and watched heavy metal.I kept getting distracted and going to my room so smoke more weed and watch the itunes visualizer. J would eventually come find me in my room jamming tunes and remind me that we were watching a movie in the living room. I still wasn’t peaking but I was getting there. We went into the living room, and while on the floor again I started to see how bright and awesome the colors were. The black lights were glowing purple and pink on the ceilings and my eyes were starting to wiggle. I played and chewed on a glow stick and I remember that everything was starting to look and feel really satisfying.
After watching about a quarter of heavy metal, we decided to watch Across the Universe while we peaked. I remember just being so impulsive, like, if I thought about an old cartoon when I was a kid, I have to watch it now because it just sounded so good and funny. I was giggling and tripping in my own head a lot, because my friend J is a pretty just-to-himself kind of guy. I would giggle at how fucked I felt. But it was good, no anxiety what so ever. We kept turning off the movie and going to my room so I could smoke weed and we watched the visualizer again for a while. Songs sounded drippier, and it was like re hearing them for the first time. I could hear parts of songs that I previously couldnt, and everything sounded an octave lower. It was great though I was really enjoying it.
While going back and fourth between music and movies, my friend J and I would have funny conversations that made me laugh, I was wanting to go deeper and trippier with our ideas, into my mind, but he wasn’t really feeling it like I was. I guess maybe because I had smoked some weed too. But I really enjoyed them anyway, because J is a particularly funny guy and can keep me entertained.
Textures were more textured, colors were more colored, things were bright and funny. The only thing that was bumming me out was coming down, but then I would have little waves of peaks, and by the time my energy ran out I was ready to come down. The come down was a little speedy I have to say. My jaw was clenched so I would just let me jaw drop and hold it up with something. I drank lots of water through the night, and had one good meal during the day so the come down wasn’t to bad. Pretty tired today thought because I went to sleep at like, 8 or 9. Could not, would not, sleep, ever, for never ever. I”m just going to try and relax in bed
So Mad Conductor is on Saturday, and I’m going to do it again for that, and then thats it for me and ecstasy. I can see why people try it but I don’t see the whole addictive appeal. I’ll stick to weed thank you veryyyyyyy much.
alright, take it easy, stay in school, if you do drugs, be safe, and always remember to research what ever the hell you’re doing. These forums are a great resource!
