My first drug.

[HighlandSwedger]

I bombed a 3/4 of an ounce of really strong pink champayne or whatever the guy called it. I was 13, took it all between 3 people in half an hour with me eating nearly double each round. I remember being up for atleast a week,

i kept telling my friends to let me sleep and to gtfo only to realise there was no one there. It got to the point i couldnt even talk to my mother, who has been a heroin addict for years. (Recently got herself clean and has been for near 7 month so big ups for her) And we were always very open about drugs, if i had a bad trip. She would make me feel better LOL. So yeah it got to the stage i knew no one was there, and that it was the drugs and i was screaming shut the fuck up at well....nothing?! With voices spinning round in my head.

Anywayys, everytime i take speed i can not imagine how terrible it will be. When at rockness i tanned a bottle of white cider that had a Q in it.. And felt fine? Im so scared to take RC's with friends and things incase that tragic "bad trip" or paranoid head on, which would be an understatment.

I also used to sniff through more mkat than can possibly be imagined and also never got this psycosis. Is it all in my mind? Is it just the speed? Or has Heroin just ruined my pathetic existance...Wb BL!

edit; Speed, damn man.

 

[psychomimetic]

3/4 oz? Of amphetamine? If you really did that much your first time I can guarantee it wasn't strong, or it would've killed you.

If you're worried about a bad trip but want to take an RC (don't take this new branded shit showing up in the UK, but the stuff in PIHKAL and TIHKAL are legit as a basic guide to what is and is not ok to take and basic effects profiles), you could aquire some benzos or anti-psychotics (depending on what RC). Then if you start freaking out you could take something to bring you down.

Or you could try a short acting drug like DMT.

From your post I can't really tell if you want to take psychedelics or stimulants or psychedelic stimulants. I could give you better advice if you told me which RC you were wanting to take.

 

[Cane2theLeft]

I have no idea what you're talking about in half of this... so I'll send it to BDD.



--->BDD

 

[psychomimetic]

^That makes sense. If you can't understand the writing, it must be a BDD question!

But seriously, OP, could you perhaps reword exactly what you want to do? I couldn't really understand much of your post either.

 

[Project Will]

Is pink champayne some kind of drug? Taking 3/4 of an ounce of any stimulant is a bad idea.

Are you asking why you don't like speed? I am having trouble making sense of this. What is Q? What does wb mean?

I give up.

 

[Cane2theLeft]

I was being facetious. Its a bdd question because he's inquiring about dosing and effects.

 

[psychomimetic]

Fair enough. Although to be honest, I'm having trouble telling what the specific question is.

 

[HighlandSwedger]

I was asking if if im damaged for life for taking speed, and if say for example (not up to date on RC's anymore) like nrg-3 or whatever, will it have similar psycotic effects. Sorry for my style of writing, i type how i speak. Everyone up here understands lol...

 

[Project Will]

No worries, its cool.

I doubt that your speed use has damaged you for life, however your previous drug use could affect how you like or dislike a certain type of high.

If you have had bad experience with speed, and associate the speed high with unpleasant feelings, it is quite possible you will not enjoy the high from many of the stimulant RCs such as nrg-3.

If you ask me, taking any of the nrg drugs or "proprietary blend" capsules (sparkle, green beans, etc...) is asking for trouble - you have no idea what is in them! Just look at all the awful trip reports associated with them.