Hey everyone!
I had started a thread on Dec. 5th that was closed. The thread meant alot to me, so I figure possibly I can write about it here.
05-12-2009, 07:56
Last Big Hoorah!
Hey everyone!
Well I have finally decided to try and quit my heroin habit/addiction! Tonight and tomorrow marks my last big hoorah for myself, my boy friend and supposedly my brother too. We went and copped two and a half bundles. Was kinda funny because the dealer was like "Damn... you going on vacation?" LOL We didn't tell him what was up. This guy has THE best dope in Detroit.
Everyone thought I had the best connection, like my guy's stuff was the bomb. But then he started getting VERY inconsistent. I mean TOO many times did I go and get a B and a half just to find it was ALL bunk ass shit. I bet I wasted over $600 in a months time on their bunk shit. Then when you call and complain it starts going to voicemail (for a day and a half) because everyone they had just sold to started calling and complaining, so they just turn off the phone till they re-cop. Then you call and its like "Oh its on....this is the good stuff baby."
Me: "Well what about the shit I bought yesterday?"
Them: " Oh well we re-copped and this is the good stuff now."
Me: "But I spent $150 yesterday....can't you at least give me a B for free?" (this being after the 3rd or 4th time I got bunk)
Them: " Just come on down....I'll hook you up."
Forty five minute drive later and half hour wait later.....
Him "Hey baby, you'll love this stuff."
Me: " Well you gonna look out for me?"
Him: "Yeah baby, what you want?"
Me: "A B"
Him: "Here..." Hands me some packs...
Me: "Thanks hun...hope it is good. You know I'm a good customer. I only come to you and I really don't wanna have to go look for a new dealer. I spend over $300 a week with you, you used to have the bomb."
Him: "It's all good baby"
I get out, get in my car and count what he gave me. Instead of the regular 12 you get for a bundle, he threw in 2 extra. WOW! Thanks guy. It did end up being some wicked shit. BUT.....a week later, buy a B and open the pack...its the sticky grainy takes-3-packs-to get-me-off-bunk-ass-shit.
After getting ripped off, what....5, 6, 7 times....we start asking around for a new dealer. We find this guy in the same area... AWESOME kick ass top of the line good quality - great quantity 1 pack makes you puke shit. YAYYYYYYYY we've struck gold!
We love this new guy. He is now our best friend, our god, our doctor. LOL
So, it's so good we are spending every last cent we have trying to get as much dope as we can, kinda being worried in the back of our head that this hook up is going to fall off too. !! Please don't !! Please don't !! Please don't be bunk!! No worries. Great stuff everytime. Totally consistent. But now, over a month , utility shut-off, eviction notice later, we've all decided, we've had our fun.... it's time to grow up, again.
So, back to the beginning of the story here..... We all decided that we would do one last hoorah....tonight and tomorrow, wake up Sunday and start on the Subs. 2 1/2 bundles in our pocket, we are all fucked up tonight. I'm trying to save most mine for tomorrow. We have 10 Suboxones ready for Sunday morning (traded two Loracet to one Sub....to me that's an awesome deal, especially since my insurance covers my prescription of my Lorries and they are free to me.)
Which by the way, I have found you REALLY only need two Subs per person to get off an opiate withdrawal. The first day you wake up feeling like shit. Take a whole sub. The next day you take 1/2 sub, 3rd day you take 1/4 sub and the same on the 4th. I've done this twice and both times it worked just fine for me. My brother said it didn't work so well for him, so I am guessing it all has to do with a persons chemistry, but I would really suggest others try the same thing. Don't let your head fool you into believing your sick. Just cuz you aren't HIGH doesn't mean you need more or that it isn't working and you think you have to go back to dope. Really listen to your body. If your insides aren't gurgling, and you don't have to puke....you can handle it. LOL
Maybe I will take this portion and post it somewhere else, too. Its ruining my buzz thinking about Sunday aka Suboxone day. LOL
But, I just wanted to share with everyone my big plans for tonight and tomorrow. I will still use occasionally, but NEVER more than 2 days in a row so that I won't become physically dependent on it again. AND I will never go broke looking for a buzz again. Its been very irresponsible of me, selfish of me, and just down right fiendish. Life's too short to live day by day NEEDING heroin (or pills, for that matter). I look forward to Christmas with presents for my kids and the bills paid.
Wish me and mine luck!
We are all going to need it!
I'll keep you posted.
Thanks for lending an ear...or well an eye!
Liz
I had started a thread on Dec. 5th that was closed. The thread meant alot to me, so I figure possibly I can write about it here.
05-12-2009, 07:56
Last Big Hoorah!
Hey everyone!
Well I have finally decided to try and quit my heroin habit/addiction! Tonight and tomorrow marks my last big hoorah for myself, my boy friend and supposedly my brother too. We went and copped two and a half bundles. Was kinda funny because the dealer was like "Damn... you going on vacation?" LOL We didn't tell him what was up. This guy has THE best dope in Detroit.
Everyone thought I had the best connection, like my guy's stuff was the bomb. But then he started getting VERY inconsistent. I mean TOO many times did I go and get a B and a half just to find it was ALL bunk ass shit. I bet I wasted over $600 in a months time on their bunk shit. Then when you call and complain it starts going to voicemail (for a day and a half) because everyone they had just sold to started calling and complaining, so they just turn off the phone till they re-cop. Then you call and its like "Oh its on....this is the good stuff baby."
Me: "Well what about the shit I bought yesterday?"
Them: " Oh well we re-copped and this is the good stuff now."
Me: "But I spent $150 yesterday....can't you at least give me a B for free?" (this being after the 3rd or 4th time I got bunk)
Them: " Just come on down....I'll hook you up."
Forty five minute drive later and half hour wait later.....
Him "Hey baby, you'll love this stuff."
Me: " Well you gonna look out for me?"
Him: "Yeah baby, what you want?"
Me: "A B"
Him: "Here..." Hands me some packs...
Me: "Thanks hun...hope it is good. You know I'm a good customer. I only come to you and I really don't wanna have to go look for a new dealer. I spend over $300 a week with you, you used to have the bomb."
Him: "It's all good baby"
I get out, get in my car and count what he gave me. Instead of the regular 12 you get for a bundle, he threw in 2 extra. WOW! Thanks guy. It did end up being some wicked shit. BUT.....a week later, buy a B and open the pack...its the sticky grainy takes-3-packs-to get-me-off-bunk-ass-shit.
After getting ripped off, what....5, 6, 7 times....we start asking around for a new dealer. We find this guy in the same area... AWESOME kick ass top of the line good quality - great quantity 1 pack makes you puke shit. YAYYYYYYYY we've struck gold!
We love this new guy. He is now our best friend, our god, our doctor. LOL
So, it's so good we are spending every last cent we have trying to get as much dope as we can, kinda being worried in the back of our head that this hook up is going to fall off too. !! Please don't !! Please don't !! Please don't be bunk!! No worries. Great stuff everytime. Totally consistent. But now, over a month , utility shut-off, eviction notice later, we've all decided, we've had our fun.... it's time to grow up, again.
So, back to the beginning of the story here..... We all decided that we would do one last hoorah....tonight and tomorrow, wake up Sunday and start on the Subs. 2 1/2 bundles in our pocket, we are all fucked up tonight. I'm trying to save most mine for tomorrow. We have 10 Suboxones ready for Sunday morning (traded two Loracet to one Sub....to me that's an awesome deal, especially since my insurance covers my prescription of my Lorries and they are free to me.)
Which by the way, I have found you REALLY only need two Subs per person to get off an opiate withdrawal. The first day you wake up feeling like shit. Take a whole sub. The next day you take 1/2 sub, 3rd day you take 1/4 sub and the same on the 4th. I've done this twice and both times it worked just fine for me. My brother said it didn't work so well for him, so I am guessing it all has to do with a persons chemistry, but I would really suggest others try the same thing. Don't let your head fool you into believing your sick. Just cuz you aren't HIGH doesn't mean you need more or that it isn't working and you think you have to go back to dope. Really listen to your body. If your insides aren't gurgling, and you don't have to puke....you can handle it. LOL
Maybe I will take this portion and post it somewhere else, too. Its ruining my buzz thinking about Sunday aka Suboxone day. LOL
But, I just wanted to share with everyone my big plans for tonight and tomorrow. I will still use occasionally, but NEVER more than 2 days in a row so that I won't become physically dependent on it again. AND I will never go broke looking for a buzz again. Its been very irresponsible of me, selfish of me, and just down right fiendish. Life's too short to live day by day NEEDING heroin (or pills, for that matter). I look forward to Christmas with presents for my kids and the bills paid.
Wish me and mine luck!
We are all going to need it!
I'll keep you posted.
Thanks for lending an ear...or well an eye!
Liz