froggygirl
Ex-Bluelighter
Lying alone in my bed
Watching my chest slowly rise
Arms across my stomach
Hands tightly clenching my sides
I'm afraid
Fearing my worst enemy
Thirsting for the knife
My old friend, calling my name once more
Feeling so alone
Tasting the pain as I
Remember the blood
Flowing down my trembling wrists
No.
I’m stronger now
I don’t need you anymore
You thirst for my anger, my fear
I dream of your smile
With your blade glistening in dim light
You look so much happier,
When you’re smothered in my blood.
The scars you left for me
Will forever remind of our friendship.
But no more.
My tears have cleaned off your dirty blade.
My future is no longer yours.
Watching my chest slowly rise
Arms across my stomach
Hands tightly clenching my sides
I'm afraid
Fearing my worst enemy
Thirsting for the knife
My old friend, calling my name once more
Feeling so alone
Tasting the pain as I
Remember the blood
Flowing down my trembling wrists
No.
I’m stronger now
I don’t need you anymore
You thirst for my anger, my fear
I dream of your smile
With your blade glistening in dim light
You look so much happier,
When you’re smothered in my blood.
The scars you left for me
Will forever remind of our friendship.
But no more.
My tears have cleaned off your dirty blade.
My future is no longer yours.
