So I tried *mephedrone* for the first time, tonight, and I was a little disappointed. It was cheap, for sure. I enjoyed that. I still wanted another line after about an hour or so, and I got tired on the comedown. But it wasn't rough and dirty, like most of the coke I get. I just felt extraordinarily sleepy, which is pretty cool since I could fall right to sleep. No problems. The high sort of left me hanging, though. All it really did was make me chatty, too chatty for my own tastes. There was no euphoria, no sexual stuff like I would get from coke. Just extreme chattiness. And that sort of bothered me, because I wasn't high enough not to realize that I shouldn't have been talking that much. It didn't mess with my emotions at all. I could have felt anything at all. Sadness, or whatever. I was just talking too much, and I wasn't high or self-confident enough to not give a damn. Sort of made me feel bad for it. I "felt" fucked up, and I could tell. I don't like that with drugs. I might try it once more, different stuff my friend said she'd bring me next week. But I went into it expecting something like a substitute for coke. But nahh. I don't even really consider it a "high", to be honest. Just made me chatty, you know? Definitely lasted longer than the equivalent amount of cash in coke, but I don't really dig it. I did probably drain my dopamine with coke earlier in the day, so maybe that has something to do with the lack of euphoria. But, honestly, it's sort of what I expected. Stimulant that did something, but nothing that could compare to the euphoria of coke. Those who have done both, can you say anything about this? Does mephedrone make you feel "good" in a euphoric crack kind of way, or is it just sort of a lesser stimulant?
Honestly, it felt very clean save the burn when I snorted the stuff. That was worse than meth. My eyes were watering with every line I did. That's a darn good reason for me not to do it too often, anyway. But I'd like to ask anyone who knows.. perhaps in general.. how bad is this stuff for me? Say.. every once in a while. I'm not going to stay up and veer into stimulant psychosis or whatever. I only do stimulants every once in a while, and I don't stay up for days on them. I get my high in a night and stop. On that basis, would this stuff be considered more or less healthy than coke? Because I know it feels a hell of a lot better than coke on the comedown, but that doesn't mean anything. I don't feel alcohol destroying my organs either, you know. When I'm drunk.
Honestly, it felt very clean save the burn when I snorted the stuff. That was worse than meth. My eyes were watering with every line I did. That's a darn good reason for me not to do it too often, anyway. But I'd like to ask anyone who knows.. perhaps in general.. how bad is this stuff for me? Say.. every once in a while. I'm not going to stay up and veer into stimulant psychosis or whatever. I only do stimulants every once in a while, and I don't stay up for days on them. I get my high in a night and stop. On that basis, would this stuff be considered more or less healthy than coke? Because I know it feels a hell of a lot better than coke on the comedown, but that doesn't mean anything. I don't feel alcohol destroying my organs either, you know. When I'm drunk.
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