the taste of innocence brushes my lips
it gently melts with the meeting of my tounge
my mind is instantly blanketed and swept clean
once again i am free, once again i feel young
a deep soft wall blankest around me
i am warm, i am safe, i am strong
nothing else in the world can interupt me
nothing in my life can go wrong
euphoria is massaged into my growing absent mind
taking away every memory, every pain, every regret
the enveloping of a beautiful silence and smile
these are the only things i can not forget
pill by pill i embrace each dissapointment
as slowly my anxiety slips away
my body numbs to a soft safe pillow
even my self hatred is kept at bay
i see the dagger eyes pick apart my hope
and watch them stab and twist at my back
but i feel nothing nothing, cloaked in apathy
and whilst i'm under this spell i cant crack
smiling has never felt so light and easy
i even have regained some desire to eat
although i know i'm falling to pieces
i can't feel the pain of my defeat
it gently melts with the meeting of my tounge
my mind is instantly blanketed and swept clean
once again i am free, once again i feel young
a deep soft wall blankest around me
i am warm, i am safe, i am strong
nothing else in the world can interupt me
nothing in my life can go wrong
euphoria is massaged into my growing absent mind
taking away every memory, every pain, every regret
the enveloping of a beautiful silence and smile
these are the only things i can not forget
pill by pill i embrace each dissapointment
as slowly my anxiety slips away
my body numbs to a soft safe pillow
even my self hatred is kept at bay
i see the dagger eyes pick apart my hope
and watch them stab and twist at my back
but i feel nothing nothing, cloaked in apathy
and whilst i'm under this spell i cant crack
smiling has never felt so light and easy
i even have regained some desire to eat
although i know i'm falling to pieces
i can't feel the pain of my defeat
