My dog is dying and I have to bury my cat right now.

Yeah. My dog, my baby, she is sitting here in pretty bad shape. I don't know if she will die soon, or if I'm just torturing her, by "keeping her alive". I've never euthanized a dog and I'm not sure that I can. But she is suffering. Not to an insane degree, but clearly suffering....

Now, my cat died, so, obviously, I have to bury her. Right now. And I'm not in very good shape! I'm so tiny and weak, (in general) that the only way that I can dig a hole is by using a pick ax.... So, here I go, this is not cool. I don't have my proper meds and I'm VERY sick.

And,,, I just felt like "bloggin' about it.

I apologize! This is a super depressing "first blog" , but that's where i am right now....

~AvA~
 
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