DL-ark
Bluelighter
My advice is simple. Stop using psychedelics. It's obviously fucking with your head.
Im not sure if I was clear enough, but I think I mentioned I am planning on taking a long break, if not, permanently.
My advice is simple. Stop using psychedelics. It's obviously fucking with your head.
I would perhaps take the advice of ceasing the use of weekly psychs.
My advice is simple. Stop using psychedelics. It's obviously fucking with your head.
Im not sure if I was clear enough, but I think I mentioned I have stopped the weekly psychedelics, I mentioned this in another thread I wrote on psychedelic harm reduction about my addictive behavior. I am also planning on taking a long break from them (going on a nice, very pleasant vacation and will almost certainly be drug free during this, unless very specific circumstances arise. and if not drug free than hallucinogen free.)
I'm not sure I am ready to quit psychedelics all together, never weekly like I had been doing, but they are a whole other world to explore, see, hear, and feel, and that is something I'd like to experience every now and again.
No, of course I'll be very much enamored with the world we have, as I said I will be taking a vacation to some very beautiful places to experience this world. I don't prefer the psychedelic world to ours, I simply choose to have both, just with the psychedelics only being used only when I find I have a perfect opportunity and the perfect drug. I don't rely on psychedelics, I just like to have them as an option.That's good to hear. I'd definitely recommend going clean.. there's a whole world to explore and experience sober too, and it's just as entertaining as the psychedelic world. And at the end of the day you'll get more out of a sober world than a hazy psychedelic one. It's possible to have profound experiences through meditation and applied mental effort too. Psychedelics should help give you a shock and perspective shift, but relying on them will only cause you trouble. But, it's your life of courseI wish you well on your break from them though.
I have experienced that when i get cocky about things i often make a mistake - eg in pool or playing music; whereas when i'm not 'thinking' (about success or otherwise), i tend to do better. This is just intuition working: to do any activity well (eg driving) you first have to focus your intellect on it, and there's too much to think about with a linear stream of consciousness, so we do badly. When you learn and understand how to do it, you do it unconsciously/intuitively (the zombie it's called in western philosophy (hi ricko) and do it much better.
I also think there is an influence from what freud called the superego (or conscience) - this part of your brain/mind is what keeps you 'honest' and gives you access to your own inuitive wisdom, which, like in sport and driving, is just much better at it than your puny linear stream of thoughts that most of us think of as 'me'. This i think is the part that makes us 'unconsciously' fluff up the big pool shot just after we did a swagger around the table. You could call the superego 'god' but it's a god that arises from our own brain/mind and experience and is personal to each of us.
As to whether your personal internal thoughts can affect other people's actual success unconnected to you, to me that gets dangerously close to solipsism or delusions of grandeur (common effects of over use of psychs from personal experience)