@Rio Fantastic please come back to us!!
i got a pm from him a couple of weeks ago so he was at least alive then.
get in fucking rehab like right this fucking second rio, please.
@yubacity has offered to help, and i can supply motivation in the form of verbal abuse.
sorry to hear about your kidney's yuba- is it something that can be treated? how's your drug consumption going?
i am still drinking too much. but trying to buy a house with my boyf!! we've had an offer accepted on a gorgeous one so fingers crossed. at some point i officially became boring though its a 1930s semi in the suburbs how am i even excited about that? How you doing chin up . Good to hear rio still alive i was worried not been on here for months and he still on a mission. My kidneys are fucked im tring to live well eat shit that good for my kidneys . The water on my lungs has gone so has hte water retention. Im still weak cant do 5 minutes on bag work but the symptoms of renel injury lessens so must be getting better. My wife begging me to go doctors but chin up im scared to hear bad news im still walking about and i feel im getting better watching what i eat these pills thats what fucked me 14 years on brown no health problems a few months smashing pregabs and im fucked . Hope it goes well on the house the old houses have something these new builds dont . Rio my bro find a rehab look at me i have everything a man needs and drugs have put that all to nothing because i nearly killed my self through a selfish need to feel something it all ends in the grave bro this shit is a slow suicide is that what we are some kids have nothing to eat and we born in the west have a chance to be something but spend our days slowly killing ourselves fuck it off bruv you helped me and ill repay the debt to you if cant get funded rehab ill sort it if you can get funded rehab ill get you on your feet when you get out a place to stay i know shitloads of people with buisness in birmingham a job wont be hard to find ill helo you bruv . I been away while ill could not face going on drug site when i killing myaelf on them it took me having water on lungs mental confusion and a stomach that swelled due to water retention to bring it home how im not invinsible and the boasting about my abillity. to consume huge amounts of pills was about to kill me this the end of our journey if we dont change route wasted lives kids without father and pain to my mom who lost a husband and now son that ill . We selfish we cause pain to our loved ones who have to cry because we cant stop killing ourselves fuck the money what you need bro ill help
