13 x 5 mg of Hydro-x-325 mg Tylenol (Boooo!) Got those when I had some teeth pulled, and never ended up needing them.
1 kg White Maeng Da Kratom from Mystic Islands.
5 g Tianeptine Sulphate.
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500 x 1 mg Etizola pills. These are an absolute lifesaver. They're almost a medical Swiss army knife. Synergize really well with either Tianeptine, Kratom, or both. I'd look into these if I were you. It's my best idea of a good time.
I've combined all of these except for the Hydro. Hydro I took with Kratom once. Didn't feel a thing.
I used Tianeptine to stave off as much of a kratom withdrawal as it could. Worked a bit well, but I was still mostly non-functional.
Tianeptine at 20mg made me dance. It never felt that amazing again. Doses at about 120 mg or higher make me really fall into my mind, and the music. I've had some wonderful hours of daydreaming with it.
I'm keeping the Hydro around for any Kratom or Tianeptine withdrawals that emerge. That being said, most of them are just taped to a flask of crushed vodka and etiz, in case I ever need it.
I've been on Kratom daily for about two years, and it doesn't give me a fuzzy feeling anymore like it used to. I used to be able to take eight grams with orange juice and I'd put on a live recording of a Skrillex concert. The daydreams were so immersive that I felt like I was right there in the audience. It was quite the experience, and I miss it a lot.
I can't use any kind of opiate for fun anymore. The battle is waged for a stable baseline, now. Hopefully, you'll get better mileage with these things than I do these days.
Edit: I'm honestly not sure if I ever got buzzed out on tianeptine and kratom at the same time. I've had, and still do have periods in the day when the depression feels a little more off my back than usual. That's not really a recreational use, though. Bottom line, I'd recommend tianeptine if you're not combining it with opiates other than kratom. I'm sure there's people around here who know more about it than I do, but just from what I know I wouldn't recommend it.
Also, kratom goes excellently with vitamin A&D orange juice. It felt like an instant hit, or at least before I even finished climbing the stairs, on an empty stomach. I had to stop taking it because there's just too much sugar for how often I was taking it.