Hi there, my boyfriend jake died. We think it was from a heroin overdose. Still waiting for the autopsy results though. If anyone has had a boyfriend die, how did you move on? Or find the motivation to live? Because I'm struggling right now.
I am so, so sorry. Don't even concern yourself with the will to live right now, just rest in existence. My son died of an overdose and the journey through the grief of such loss is immense and overwhelming. Do not be rushed, doi not listen to the voices that tell you to move on at any speed other than your own. You loved him. He was a complete universe as all of us are. It is a terrible, terrible shock to go through and there is no other way but through. PM me if you ever want support. BTW, you have this blog set to private and so no one but a moderator has permission to see it. If you would like more support through more comments you need to change the blog to public. Much love to you and strength as well.