tennant90
Bluelighter
Hi, I will try and explain this as easy as I can.
I'm going through a difficult dilemma at the moment regarding a friend who I am in love with. She is named Megan and we met over a year ago. I pretty much fell in love with her straight away.
Here is my problem. I seem to keep falling in love with her. I told her this yesterday to which she responded In a way that justified our actions as unique to only us.that we do have a very close relationship with each other regarding the things we do ( you know, those silly things you do with each that makes you both laugh uncontrolably).
Now, what makes this bittersweet is the fact that I try and tame my feelings and keep it as freinds then over time I start falling in love again, I tell her, and then nothing. It's a vicious cycle. So I'm starting to think what to do. Do I speak to her about this as I am on this thread and just explain to her that my feelings are too strong to just carry on as freinds? I don't think I can go through this anymore times because it breaks my heart. If I do end up making the desicion to not have her around I loose a Fucking good freindship and an awesome person in my life. This is all so I don't have to feel this anymore. I'm absolutely torn by this and really don't know an alternative than to just talk to her about this decision I want to make. Maybe if she knew the truth she could have a way to make it easier for me?
What do you guys think I should do?
Thanks.
I'm going through a difficult dilemma at the moment regarding a friend who I am in love with. She is named Megan and we met over a year ago. I pretty much fell in love with her straight away.
Here is my problem. I seem to keep falling in love with her. I told her this yesterday to which she responded In a way that justified our actions as unique to only us.that we do have a very close relationship with each other regarding the things we do ( you know, those silly things you do with each that makes you both laugh uncontrolably).
Now, what makes this bittersweet is the fact that I try and tame my feelings and keep it as freinds then over time I start falling in love again, I tell her, and then nothing. It's a vicious cycle. So I'm starting to think what to do. Do I speak to her about this as I am on this thread and just explain to her that my feelings are too strong to just carry on as freinds? I don't think I can go through this anymore times because it breaks my heart. If I do end up making the desicion to not have her around I loose a Fucking good freindship and an awesome person in my life. This is all so I don't have to feel this anymore. I'm absolutely torn by this and really don't know an alternative than to just talk to her about this decision I want to make. Maybe if she knew the truth she could have a way to make it easier for me?
What do you guys think I should do?
Thanks.