pally pete
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ive been taking benzos for just over a year now,started off on 10 mg valium/and or 1-2 mg xanax tab on a sunday night to help me sleep,which continued for 5-6 months,then last septemberi started using them recreationally on weekends (due to a mixture od anxiety isssues boredom),started keeping a blog of what id taken,i mainly use diazepam,alprazolam and ocassionally temazepam,lorazepam,clonazepam,but then after about 2 months of weekend use/abuse when my intake began to hit 20-30 + pills i stopped keeping the blog,from then on my use/abuse escalated and now im using over 100 pills usually starting friday-sunday.
i only use on weekend never during the week so i always have arounda 7 day break in between session,although this past 3-4 months or so ive noticed muy tolerance shoot right up,i could take a lot of pills before but still get that lovely benzo feeling,now i just feel groggy and moody and sleepy off them and end up just scoffing them fo#r the sake of it and before i know it iove eaten100,maybe 200+ TABS
anyway its just become habit now each and every friday i arrive home from work and start on the benzos.
i want to take a break,possibly6-8 weeks.
i was wondering how this break would affect my tolerance if at all? i know il never get that original feeling back but i want to be able to retain some of that old magic 'carefree' feeling i once felt.
what are peoples thoughts on this?
will the break have any effect?
are there any other ways to lower my tolerance?
any opinions/advice greatly appreciated.
ps sorry if wrong board ive posted on.il duplicate
i only use on weekend never during the week so i always have arounda 7 day break in between session,although this past 3-4 months or so ive noticed muy tolerance shoot right up,i could take a lot of pills before but still get that lovely benzo feeling,now i just feel groggy and moody and sleepy off them and end up just scoffing them fo#r the sake of it and before i know it iove eaten100,maybe 200+ TABS

anyway its just become habit now each and every friday i arrive home from work and start on the benzos.
i want to take a break,possibly6-8 weeks.
i was wondering how this break would affect my tolerance if at all? i know il never get that original feeling back but i want to be able to retain some of that old magic 'carefree' feeling i once felt.
what are peoples thoughts on this?
will the break have any effect?
are there any other ways to lower my tolerance?
any opinions/advice greatly appreciated.
ps sorry if wrong board ive posted on.il duplicate
