brokensoul
Greenlighter
Yo! Check it. I have been playing with the devil, thinking I am smarter, what a fool am I? My Lovely is Norco, and I love him so, his dick is so big and it does me right. But Hydrocodone has done nothing for me. I'm a chronic pain patient, and I'll be in pain after I quit, but you know, I would rather be in pain than wake up one more fucking day feeling like shit.
Do you remember the days you used to sleep late, and not have WDs wake you up for a pill? I remember days when I would get up ready to face the world, excited, instead of looking for my pill bottle. I'm ready to go celibate, and I am ready to give this demon up.
Honey please, I tried so many times to taper, CT, you name it I did it. I tried all the withdrawal ease stuff, and vitamins, and everything and nothing helps and I am too weak to make it past day 2. So this time, I have called for help. I will be going to Short term OP detox and will be doing a suboxone taper. I have no fucking clue what to expect and I am scared to death. I've heard lots of awful things, but hell, it beats this right?
So I will use my post here to post my progress, kind of like my diary, and maybe it can help other people kick the shit out of this bitch. I have a dream. A dream that I won't be a hypocrite, preaching to others about what they should do while I cram 3 norcos in my mouth.
Your support is needed, while I face the biggest demon fight I have ever fought. I am scared yall, but somewhere deep in me, this feels right. If I have to pay 500.00 to get this monkey off me, I will.
More to come. I love you all.
BrokenSoul
Do you remember the days you used to sleep late, and not have WDs wake you up for a pill? I remember days when I would get up ready to face the world, excited, instead of looking for my pill bottle. I'm ready to go celibate, and I am ready to give this demon up.
Honey please, I tried so many times to taper, CT, you name it I did it. I tried all the withdrawal ease stuff, and vitamins, and everything and nothing helps and I am too weak to make it past day 2. So this time, I have called for help. I will be going to Short term OP detox and will be doing a suboxone taper. I have no fucking clue what to expect and I am scared to death. I've heard lots of awful things, but hell, it beats this right?
So I will use my post here to post my progress, kind of like my diary, and maybe it can help other people kick the shit out of this bitch. I have a dream. A dream that I won't be a hypocrite, preaching to others about what they should do while I cram 3 norcos in my mouth.
Your support is needed, while I face the biggest demon fight I have ever fought. I am scared yall, but somewhere deep in me, this feels right. If I have to pay 500.00 to get this monkey off me, I will.
More to come. I love you all.
BrokenSoul